Peaceful

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"What?" He asked. Staring at me wide eyed..
"Would you love me if I couldn't have kids?" I repeat.. He just stares at me..
"M-mitsu..." He shutters slightly. Bringing himself down and pulling me into a tight hug. I just sigh
"You don't have to..-"
"No.. I'd love you its just it kinda.."
"Shocked you...?" He nods his head making me sigh..
"I probably shouldn have told you before any of this started"
"No mitsu it's fine really.. I don't mind..." He whispered to me, but how could I be sure.. I sigh.. I just keep quiet.. What could I say to him? Kakashi sighed and kept me close to his chest.. Hugging me.. Completely forgetting the face that my breasts were showing and that we could of had sex... However thanks to me I ruined the moment.. I frown..
"Gomen... Didn'tmean to ruin anything... For you" Kakashi sighed
"It's okay mitsu... Really" he assured me, kissing the side of my head.. I lean my head against his shoulder and sigh..
"It's not..." I whisper.. It was barely one.. Kakashi sighs
"So were you b-" I shake my head
"My father wanted a boy after Misaka.. So there'd be more males to take care of the clan... I guess he didn't like me too much.. Even if after wards he showed me love.." I whisper.. "Operation.." I answer softly. Kakashi looked at me and sighed
"So there's no chances...?" I sigh..
"I'd rather not go into detail kakashi... " I whisper.. Averting his gaze, he just frowned.
"Would you be okay if I asked tsunade about it?"  I look at him and shake my head slightly, he just smiles and rubs me side
"If you don't want to that's fine.. I don't mind..." He whispered in my ear making me sigh..
"You know what?" I ask quietly.
"What?" He whispered. I just smile
"I'm glad I met you.."
"And why is that mitsu?"  I smile at him letting out a soft giggle..
"Because.. I don't think anyone would be so calm about this situation but you" he chuckled at me
"Well.. Never really thought about the subject" he says smiling. I snuggle closer to him..
"Love you... Kakashi"
"Love you too mitsu" he whispered, kissing my forehead and smiling.. He then looks up and sighs
"Well would you look at that" he whispered. I look up and smile.
"Zuri..." I whisper sighing. Shaking my head side to side slightly as I run my finger tips against kakashi's shoulder.
"That's feels nice" he whispered to me,. Making me smile, I then began to press my fingers into the skin making him smile.
"I can never stop smiling thanks to you" he whispers nuzzling me. I just smile
"Your just goofball" I whisper, gazing up at cherry blossom tree, "seems to follow us, doesn't it?" I say, sighing contemplating, even if we haven't done anything yet I'm still happy I have my funny but smart Sensei by my side. Kakashi then looked up at the falling blossoms,
"It does" he whispered softly, hand over my mine, fingers intwined just like normal. I sigh and look up at the dark navy blue sky that was dotted with the Snow White stars that this world was blessed with every night. The moon illuminating on the calm water, how. Could we spoil this peaceful place with something dirty and loud noises anyway? I sigh, closing my eyes.. Listening to his heartbeat..
"But why would he do that to you... It just doesn't seem right.." He whispered. I smile
"Don't worry yourself about it Kakashi... I don't mind it.."
"Still.. Couldn't we try? It's not like every operation is 100%..." He whispered.. I smile..
"Maybe another time Kakashi.." I whisper.. Kakashi sighed..
"You know, I never thought I'd ever meet anyone that was so similar to me.." I smile
"That makes two of us" I say quietly, blushing lightly. Kakashi smiled
"Yeah, just the two of us" he whispered, holding me close.. I smiled at him as relaxed
"Guess what?" I ask,
"What?" He asked, smiling. I smile
"I love you goofball" I whisper, Giggling softly. He chuckles and rubs my arm
"Love you too mitsu..." He whispered.. "A lot" I smile and nuzzle his neck..
"Yay" I coo making him smile. Head tilted back against the trunk of the tree. I then shiver..
"It's getting cold.." I whisper. Kakashi then let go of me.. I wished he didn't.. He got up and grabbed our bags, bringing them over and sitting back down across from me grabbing out his towel and then shifting back towards me, draping the towel around me he then pulled he close to him. I snuggle in closer to him, he was so warm..
"Shouldn't we head home?"
"Nah.. Too beautiful out here mitsu.." I smile and nod
"Then we'll stay out here.." I whisper.. My eyelids growing heavy as I rested my head on his shoulder..
"Hmm.. Don't fall asleep out her... You'll get a fever.." I whisper, I heard a soft chuckle come from him as he pulled me closer
"As long as you snuggled up close to me I won't catch one... So you don't need to worry" he whispers as I slowly fall asleep... Drifting off surrounded by warmth..

♦️kakashi's pov♦️
I look up at the tree.. Such Beauty follows us around everywhere.. And yet my mind is being haunted by the words she said before I actually went further then kisses... I look down at the feeling of her shifting. He eyes closed, even breathing, I just smile at her. Fallen asleep hugging me, never thought I'd be this close to anyone, I look up again.. The moon was almost up fully.. Close to midnight, I sigh. Picking Mitsuki up bridal style and keeping her body cover by the towel to keep her warm and to hide the exposed skin.. Grabbing the bags and sighing I then teleported, appearing in my home, I dropped the bags on the couch and sighed.. Resting Mitsuki on the bed and sighing.. I'd have to change her clothes if she is to keep warm.. Or I could wake her up.. But she just looks so peaceful asleep. I sigh walking back out into the kitchen and grabbing the spare set of clothes she bought. Bringing them into my room, I closed the door and locked it. Turning on the light and closing the curtains, she began to whine and shiver in her sleep making me sigh,
"Cold.." I whisper. Sighing as I watch her sleep, I the grab a dry towel and put it down, removing her shirt. I couldn't stop myself from staring at her... To think she may be unable to have kids if the operation she had was a success.. But it's like 1-2% chance, what chances would we have anyway? It'd be a complete shock. But it'd be practically impossible... I sigh.. Removing her shorts and underwear, she just sat up right naked.. Asleep.. If she was awake I would have taken her then but I couldn't.. Why would I take her when she's asleep and unable to feel it.. I sigh.. Grabbing towel that was warm and run it over her skin.. She looked so peaceful asleep.. I quickly lay the towel down and get her dressed before laying her down on the bed and sighing. Grabbing the towel and throwing her wet clothes in the dryer. I could dry them tomorrow and drop them off at her place tomorrow morning, for now I need to get changed. I sigh looking back at mitsuki's sleeping figure..
"Love ya" I whisper sighing. Leaving her to some peace and quiet...

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