Boyish love (kakashiXoc)

I feel safer in his arms

I sigh, today was the chuunin exams. Yay.. I'm gonna be bored.. So bored.... Ugh why?! I pout leaning over the edge, kakashi had somehow persuaded me to actually look like a girl to see if anyone noticed.  He insisted it was for my own good, I doubt that but I stupidly agreed to it.. Maybe it was the tone in his voice? I don't know but I really don't like the idea, at all. I sigh, my chest hidden by the baggy shirt I wore. I sigh.
"Hey Mitsuki" Kakashi greeted me standing beside me, I sigh and smile at him
"Hey Sensei" I whisper.. Ever since he found out my real name he called me by it when we were alone, and again I'm grateful for him keeping my secret...
"The team's are about to participate in the first exam. So there's still a while to go" I sigh and smile, looking up at him.
"What are you going to do about Sasuke?"
"Thinking about training him myself actually" I look at him curiously
"Really?" I ask, kakashi nods
"Yeah. I'll be sure when I see him fight again"
"What about Naruto and Sakura?"
"They'll be alright. The team will disband when the chuunin exams are over anyway, there's not much more the genin can learn from me since I've already taught them the basics" he says sighing me I frown..
"I still think your a good Sensei..." I mumble, he looked at me
"What was that?" He asked, I blush slightly and smile
"I still think your capable of teaching them.. Sure they've learnt the basics of a team but.. It doesn't necessarily mean the team has to disband.. Right?" I ask.. Kakashi smiles
"That is true but it's the usual thing. I'll probably go on and teach another team or something" I sigh..
"So your just going to forget about Sasuke Sakura and Naruto?"
"Of course not" he says straight away "and what about you hm?" I look away and sigh
"Your more interested in teaching the genin then me, besides I already know the basics but it wasn't that bad running through them again, kinda refreshed my memory" I say quietly.. Kakashi sighs
"Never gets old" he says sitting on the railing. We were at the exam arena, for the chuunin exams obviously. I sigh looking at the large place
"So.. What will you be doing after team 7 is disbanded?"
"Probably go on my own missions until the hokage assigns me to something else"
"Oh.." I sigh., I kinda feel bad.. Even if the team is disbanded I kinda don't want it to be, I mean sure The three genin can get annoying but they're still my friends.. Kakashi too. Honestly I kinda want him to keep being my Sensei.. Not personally or anything like that but you know,.. I feel like I've learnt a lot from him.. And he's someone I can trust with information.. Information I haven't shared for so long.. Geez I must be looking so depressed right now.. Kakashi looked at me. Hand moving to my shoulder.
"Hey. It won't be forever you know, I can still train with you" he assures me. His words make me smile a little.. He's just so nice to me.. I don't understand why someone like my Sensei could even think of being nice to me what with my little talent.. But his assuring words made me feel a little better to..
"Thanks Sensei.." I whisper. I kinda wanted to give him a hug again., but it would just be inappropriate.. He's my Sensei after all.. I mean sure we've been stuck in those awkward conversations and saddened moments.. He's opened up to me and me to him.. But I just can't get that painful sting in my chest as I think about the team being disbanded,.. I sigh, still feeling a little bad..
"You don't want the team to disband do you Mitsuki?" I look at him and sigh
"Not really.." He smiles at me, pulling me to him. I blush slightly.. He kept me close.. It felt so strange being in my sensei's arms.. Yet so comforting.. He was just so relaxed over the whole deal.. He's easy to talk to too. He probably understands me more then anyone in the team ever would.. Yet he's so mysterious even I'm curious about him. I sigh, resting my head against his chest.. He was warm too.. Like all his warmth was going to me and me alone.. I just felt safe.. Safe in his arms.. I've never felt safe ever since my parents and siblings died.. I haven't felt secure at all.. But why now do I feel so safe and warm? I just don't get my feeling or emotions at all.. I never have.. But at least I have someone to comfort me.. And really. I'm glad.. I'm so glad.. That's it's my Sensei:

Hatake Kakashi