Sometimes it hits me out of nowhere,
A rush, a wave of emotion.
Sudden, overwhelming sadness.
Enough to discourage,
To feel hopeless.
And once again, I feel numb to the world.
Panic attacks and anxiety.
I lose control, and
Can't think straight.
I can't stop shaking, and
Totally break down.
Do you know what it's like,
To feel ugly all the time?
You look in the mirror and cry,
Thinking you are hideous.
You can't even look yourself in the eye.
You want to end it all, and
The worst thing is,
It happens all over again
The next day and every day,
That same rush of tormenting emotions,
Until the day you finally give up.
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Lost
PoetryWe all get lost sometimes. Take this journey with me, because we may be lost, but we don't have to do it alone. *Trigger Warning*
