The Aftermath (#2 Jelena Series)

Chapter 38

Justin's POV

"Justin you should stop it's been your fourth" alfredo says as he tried to took the bottle out my hands but i slap his hand away

I wanted to forget i wanted to feel nothing i want to run away from this problem once in a while, i was soo pained

It's been days since the accident and the paparazzi are literally like attacking me and the whole world gone crazy about the news it was rare for me to have peace by now, right now i wouldn't care what they say

As much as it hurtfuo to say i haven't seen emory yet, I'm just not ready it would literally tear me up, i always ask pattie how progress she had been and asking her if she got better, i spent my time with selena cooing to her and apologizing over and over again and still she have been in her deep sleep

The doctor says she would be waking up in any time now and that was ahuge relief to me but emory my little girl, she didn't deserve whatever shit is going on right now she deserved no pain i would've have prefer my self to sacrifice than her

"Fredo I'm confuse" i mumble silently avoiding his eyes as he looks up to me

"About what?" He ask gazing at me

"I thought i chose the right thing, well has been there for me for like years more than selena and i thought it was the right choice but why isn't it?" I ask still looking down

He let out a soft sigh with full pittiness

"Well it doesn't really matter on how much time you guys spent together, but let me tell you something, right before everything about being famous started remember the time she supported you" alfredo answers as the words hit me

A flashback of a teenager selana holding up a big banner as he screams and cheers up to me as i nervously sings in front of a million peope i should have get used to this, my hand we're sweating as i looked up to selena and somehow her smile consoles me

"I believe in you!" She screams throu the crowds as i gave her a sincere smile and started singing i look nowhere but her as she cheers to me and i couldn't help but chuckle in the middle of my singing

"I do" i whisper

"Well does she makes you happy?" Alfredo asks

"She does, she was my inspiration" i mutter

"Think about who deserves it justin, the girl you inspired the most and the daughter you always dreamt of or the girl that has been with you for many years" he asks