The Aftermath (#2 Jelena Series)

Chapter 5

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Selena's POV

I move my fingers as I type the words into the keyboard

I barely get any sleep last night thinking about what happened and since from yesterday's morning he hadn't called nor texted me unlike before

Me and Justin had been texting since the day we like separated and have kept our relationship thru text I don't exactly what we are anyways

I scroll down to the celebrity news page and check if there were any issues of me

My eyes caught one it was justin there's a picture of him in the right he looks like he was about to travel and I was right the article says he was about to fly to Sydney to manage some things

And I close my eyes as I lean down to my bed's headboard

This stupid headache never flew away

I stood up and I check my calendar and I examine it I grabbed the marker and exed the date today as I reached at my bag getting some pads and I proceed my way to the bathroom

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It's been like weeks since the accident happened and eachay i felt worse, im starting to feel guilty about us it was such a stupid thing to do we lost contact and now we were like total strangers

I sit up in my bed and decided to call justin and I know this was a stupid thing to do since the accident were still fresh for us

moments he answered i hear loud music from the background

Was he partying?

"Sorry I'm catching up something, leave a message" he asks as he eneded the call

I bit my lower lip realizing what I was doing and I throw my phone to the other side of the bed

Tears build into my eyes as my stomach twists i hurriedly goes to the bathroom and threw up

Seriously when did i get sick? I flush the toilet and gets a tissue on the container as i clean my lips

Probably because i haven't eat much these past few days

I want to go outside to the supermarket to buy chocolate milk and pickles but i know it's impossible for me to survive going back home alive even thou i have guards

I stared at the ceiling blankly

My thought scrapped when i heard a loud 'ting' coming from my laptop

I roll and my chest and stomach touch the bed

I look at the screen as i saw hollywoodupdates oh great another news i was about to close the tab when i saw justin's name

And then i saw him with another girl they we're kissing

Tears flows down on my now cold cheecks

My hands froze on the mouse as i stare at the picture

I bit my lip and I felt a large painful sting on my heart

I covered my mouth with my palm as i saw a video of him and her kissing violently

Tears in my eyes increases as i stare at screen i only hear the aound coming from the video and the air conditioner

After a few minutes of staring at the now blank screen I slowly close the laptop

I bury my in the pillows as i let out a exhausted sigh

I'm soo stupid