The Aftermath (#2 Jelena Series)

Chapter 37

I gripped thru the bottle as tears fell down, i can't lose them i love them to death they're my life my responsibilty the family i have always dreamt of, the family me and selena have always planned about...

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I stared down at selena while she sleep heavily different cords are connected to her body, as the quiet room fills with the ticking sound

The doctor says selena is already stable but unfortunately emory is still holding on she had way more than injury than selena, and i couldn't help but be afraid to face her because if i do i would probably crumble down

I can't tell on how much i love them and how much they meant to me and i have nothing to do but pray and beg for forgiveness and another chance,

Realization hits me, it has always been them not, i was a total fool and idiot and a mindless jerk, i didn't know how to fix things especially now they wouldn't, i have too far, and i felt more guilty than ever

This is all my fault if it wasn't for me this wouldn't have happened there's nothing more painful than seeing your loved one being pained by you, it breaks me to see them like this

I sat down on the chair beside the bed that Selena's been sleeping on as i took out her soft hand and kiss her soft palms

"I promised to you Love I'll fix things and i wouldn't stop, I'm sorry" i mutter painfully as i stare down at her peaceful and angelic face as i rub her hand to my cheeks and soaked it with my tears

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A/N: Decided to update today, i ain't feeling well today it sucks but hey i got time so i watched loads of Selena's movies, pleasantly satisfied :D, So *cough* y'all heard about justin and sofia frickle frackling on public -_-

Talk about privacy but they actually did it in front of the paparazzi and He is back on instagram, yay i guess??

F*ckung disgusting 😷 I'm not really surprised I'm used to it anyways 😒

Talk about my baby selena, i miss her so much 😭😭 it's been
Iike 13 freakin days, i miss her angelic face, hopefully she's okay 😫🙏

And i really need your opinion on the new book cover guys, it's just a try i swear it's not that catchy, The old one is bomb tho but i think it's time for a new cover, do you like the old one or the new one?

Hope you guys enjoy this chapter 💋 and quick note; 3+ chapters left 😏😏

-Annie ❤