Fallen for a sith(kylo ren x reader

chapter 4, ben solo

kylos pov

oh where is she , she wasnt in her room last night i thought as i walked around the base i saw Hux walking the opposite direction as me and i asked him where she was "oh shes in the infirmary last night she nearly died she fell asleep in the bath and water filled her lungs and she got to the infirmary just in time" as soon as hux said that i darted down the hall i truly loved sato i can never forgive myself for what i did to her all those years ago. i reached the infirmary and i saw her sleeping in a bed, i walked over to her bed and sat in a chair beside her i held her small hand in mine watching her chest rise and fall as she breathed weakly.i knew something was wrong last night this is all my fault i thought when i saw her eyes open tiredly she looked over to me i knew she wanted to see under my mask when she looked at me she wanted to see the real me but i just couldnt shed never like me remembering what i did."thank god your ok" i said i then let go of her hand before forcing her back to sleep i already missed the touch of her small pale hand.i walked into her room and noticed a framed picture it was of me and her i looked so happy as did she that picture was taken only days before i killed everyone. i smiled remembering the good times we used to have.

3rd person

sato woke up once again and the medics said she could go she got up and walked to her room putting on her armor she knew she was to weak for training but she had to. she walked to the training area and saw the statues she ran toward the first statue as it moved towards her clashing her saber against its. after battling two at the same time she was tired she wanted to end the training there but she knew she couldnt so she kept on fighting until she saw and opening she slid under the statues saber and impaled it with hers she used the same technique with the other two she breathed deeply once she was done because she was exhausted. then she saw kylo ren at the door she knew why he was there his lightsaber activated and her ran towards her she used her technique with ren and pinned him to the floor with her foot she laughed with victory when he tripped her up making her land on top of him. she turned and pinned him to the floor using the force and put her hand to his mask she pulled it off seeing the person underneath she stared at him her face not changing. ben teared up he didnt want her to know what he had become he thougth she would hate him forever now when she buried her face into the crook of his neck she wrapped her arms behind his back and she to teared up after a few seconds she pulled back and gave him a kiss voluntarily he kissed back after a while she pulled away and said "never leave me again ok" "i promise" ben replied soon they could hear hux walking down the corridor the two separated but they both knew this was just the start of their journey together