thirty-eight

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bdenurie: You said you could never live without me. You said you loved me more than anything. You said you couldn't imagine being apart. You said I saved you. You said you'd never want to loose me. You said you'd never forget me. You said you'd never leave me.

bdenurie: that's what you said in your sleep. So many years ago.

bdenurie: I'm not getting the message that your account is deactivated.

bdenurie: Must be a glitch.

bdenurie: Oh...and Sarah left me.

bdenurie: She said I wasn't the Brendon she loved.

bdenurie: I'm in our old apartment again.

bdenurie: That's where I moved.

bdenurie: But Sarah was right.

bdenurie: I haven't been myself. The circles under my eyes have become as dark as my hair.

bdenurie: Drugs have become my only relief to the hell I'm going through.

bdenurie: Fueled by Ramen said I needed to make some happy music.

bdenurie: I haven't been able to write anything good anymore.

bdenurie: I forgot all of my favourite songs.

bdenurie: Except one.

bdenurie: Lying is the Most Fun a Girl can Have Without Taking her Clothes Off.

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