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My life is not that bad.
I have a couple friends.
My parents and my brother are with me.
I have some people i think may care for me.

But still I feel so sad.

Everytime i am alone i'm a different person with suicidal thoughts.
A person with head full of demons and heart full of sadness. And sometimes i'm numb.
I just fake smiles in front of all my family and friends even though i want to be happy like them.

I don't understand why my every smile feels hollow and my every laugh is forced and yet no one notices. And then i feel like that i am pathetic and being sad for attention. But i don't show it to anyone, so it can't be for attention right? I am so confused and broken.

I don't have a reason to be SAD.
SO WHY AM I SO SAD?

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These are basically my everyday thoughts. Do anyone feels like me. Like being sad without any reason. -Em

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