Mujh Main Hai Tu{Completed}

Yeh Mera Dewaanapan Hai!Part C

Next day was Sunday. Manik was sitting in
the garden chair as usual working on some
project while Nandini was sitting on the
grass with her pink diary she was engrossed
in writing something in it. Sometimes she bit
the pen in her lips and
sometimes scratched her head..! While
Manik was all the time smiling at her
expressions..!
"Smoky..! Aik aur baari tum ny disturb kiya
na..! Tou main tmhy aj k khana ni doon
ge..!"She warned Smoky who was as curious
as Manik to know what Nandini was writing
in her diary. Actually Smoky was trying to
peek on her Diary and it was irritating
Nandini..!
"Smoky..! Come here boy..! Don't disturb
your mistress..! She is writing something
really important..!"Manik said playfully and
Smoky came to Manik while Nandini gave
him a glare..! He chuckled and got up
shutting his laptop. With that he walked
closer to her and sat beside her on the
grass..
"Curious to know what I have written in
it?"She asked smiling all the time and waved
her pink diary in front of him..! He chuckled
audibly and shook his head!
"Well..! Curiosity is obvious..!"Manik spoke
sheepishly folding the sleeves of his grey
sweater..!
"Ap ya soch rahy hoon gay kay mainy is
main ap ki burai likhi hai?"She guessed like
a child and this time he laughed so loudly on
her correct guess..! for the first time he had
laughed with Nandini like this and she was
feeling great..
"Again I will say that It's obvious..!"He was
amused..
"But you are wrong..!"She said smiling on
his amusement and he mouthed an 'O'..
"Tou phir kya likha hai ap ny is secret diary
me?"He asked in a curious tone this time
pointing towards the diary which was now
in her lap..
"Apny dil ki baat..!"She said softly tracing
the design of it all the time staring in her lap
and Manik bent down a little to note her
expressions..
"Tou hmy bhi bta'ye na apny dil ki
baat?"Manik's tone sent goosebumps to her
and she looked away shyly..!
"Btaoan ge! But I have a condition..!"She
said in a serious tone..
"Anything..!"He said casually shrugging his
shoulders and she smiled.
"You have to promise me that you won't take
those pills ever..! Last night
you slept peacefully without it na..! Then
trust me you can sleep without it every
night..!"She said softly and held his hand..!
"I promise..!"He said looking in her eyes and
she became super happy..!
"Oky..! Now I will tell you that what is
written in it..!"She said hell excited and
Manik too smiled..!
"Sure..!"He too replied with same
excitement..!
"I will read and you will only listen ok? And
no peeking? No cheating?"She showed him
her finger pouting all the time..
"Yeah yeah! I won't..!"He nodded his head
like an obedient hubby and she turned. Now
Manik was facing her back and she turned
the pages of her diary..!
"Am starting..!"She alerted him and he
hummed..!
Yeh Mera Dewaanapan By Ali Sethi Link
Dil Se Tujhko Bedili Hai {You are
disheartened by your heart}
Mujhko Hai Dil Ka Guroor {but it is my
heart's pride}
Tu Yeh Maane Ya Na Maane {Whether you
accept this or not}
Log Maanenge Zaroor {people absolutely
will..}
She started and Manik's expressions were
dazed..! He never expected her to open up
in these words..!
Yeh Mera Deewanapan Hai {You can call
it my madness}
Ya Mohabbat Ka Suroor {or the delight of
love}
Tu Na Pehchaane To Hai Yeh {If you can't
recognize / realize this}
Teri Nazron Ka Kusoor {blame it on your
eyesight}
Her words made him smile at the same time
a little sad. He knew what she wanted to
convey..! He knew it!
Dil Ko Teri Hi Tamanna {My heart only
desires / longs for you}
Dil Ko Hai Tujhse Hi Pyar {and my heart
is in love with only you}
Chaahe Tu Aaye Na Aaye {Whether you
come to me or not}
Hum Karenge Intezaar {I will be waiting
for you}
Yeh Mera Deewanapan...{This is my
madness}
Nandini spoke these words and Manik
wanted to run away. Those words were
hitting him directly! On his heart! Those
words were Nandini's feelings! Through her
words she was telling hi m that she won't let him
go! Never ever!
After reading these verses Nandini took a
pause! Because the next verses which she
was going to read were heart wrenching!
One had to be courageous to accept those
words! Manik waited for her to continue!
A ise Veerane Mein Ek Din {With such
desolation / solitude}
Ghut Ke Mar Jayenge Hum {I will
suffocate and die one day}
Jitna Ji Chaahe Pukaro {Then you may
call for me as much as you want}
Phir Nahin Aayenge Hum {But I would
never return again}
Yeh Mera Deewanapan...{This is my
madness}
Nandini read the last verses and ended up
in tears! So much of pain and sorrow was
hidden in it! Manik felt like his heart will
explode..! Nandini got up slowly and Manik
held her hand..! He was staring on the grass
and Nandini was looking away...!
"Let me go..!"She whispered sadly trying to
free her hand but Manik didn't..! Suddenly
Manik pull her towards him and they both
fell on the grass with Nandini over Manik..!
Manik held her waist protectively..! She
looked away and tried to get up when she
hissed loudly..! Manik who was till
now staring her face noticed that her
Nuptial chain was stuck in his shirt button!
Typical filmy scene..! She was struggling to
free her chain when Manik held her hands..
"Let me..!"He spoke softly and Nandini look
in his eyes..! Manik's one hand traveled in
her nape and he pulled her closer..! He
slowly freed the chain and pulled her more
closer..! Nandini's heartbeat was wild! Very
wild! He reached her neck and placed his
lips over there..! Nandini clutched his
shoulders tightly and Manik kissed her
there..! "I won't let you go..! Nahi jaany day
sakta tmhy..! You know why?"He was now
whispering in her ear..
"Why?"She whispered back in dazed tone
while Manik's face was dug in the space
between her neck and shoulder..
"Because you protect me..! You are the only
one who cares for my happiness first and
then about hers! You are the only one jis ky
shoulder pay sir rakh kay main ro sakta
hoon Nandini..! You are very special to me
Nandini..! Very very special..! Please don't
leave me...!"He spoke in an emotional tone
and Nandini was clean bowled..! She
wrapped her arms around neck as
he trailed few more kisses on her neck and
she sighed..! He flipped their positions and
now she was under him..! Their eyes were
locked..! Manik eyed her lips and she closed
her eyes in response he bent down to take
her shivering lips in his experienced ones
when suddenly Smoky started barking
looking at the sky birds and Nandini opened
her eyes with a jerk..! Both look at Smoky
and then at each other..! Suddenly they both
burst out in laughter Nandini shyly hide her
face in Manik's neck and he laughingly gave
her access to be there..! Finally a little
peace..!
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