Felix's POV
It was around six in the morning when I finally awoke. I opened my eyes. I then quickly sat up and left the room. I went out to the balcony. I rested my elbows on the railing. I looked out at the sunrise. I frowned and buried my face in my hands. I was shaking slightly. I didn't notice Ryan had woken up and was standing beside me until I felt his hand on my back. I flinched a bit.
I looked up at him. Ryan was looking out at the sunrise. He looked calm yet I could see a hint of concern in his eyes. He sighed.
"It's beautiful, isn't it?" He asked. I blinked and looked out at the horizon. I nodded a bit. I unconsciously pressed closer to him. He looked down at me. "Felix, what's wrong love?" He asked.
I felt tears well up in my eyes. I looked down and shook my head. Ryan frowned a bit." Felix?" He questioned softly. I bit my lip and rested my head back in my hands.
"It's just a nightmare." I whispered. Ryan stared at me. He gently placed his fingertips under my chin and tilted my head up to fave his. He then kissed me softly for a few seconds before pulling away.
"Don't worry about that love. Everything is okay." He whispered. I blinked. I buried my face in his chest and he draped his arms around me. He rubbed my back in slow circles. I sighed and pressed closer. "What was it about?" He asked. I released a shaky breath.
"In my dream, I was out at the store. When I came back to the house, you were no where to be found. I-I tried calling your cell phone, but you didn't answer." I whispered. I fell silent for a few seconds. I sniffed." After a while, I got a call from the hospital. The doctor said you...Died." I whispered quietly. Ryan froze. He looked down at me and held me closer. I stayed pressed against him, burying my face in his neck.
None of us said anything for the longest time. Ryan just rubbed my back and kept me close. I was grateful for that. He kissed my head. I sighed shakily after a moment.
"I love you." I whispered. He smiled and kissed my head.
"I love you too, my beautiful angel." He whispered. I smiled and hugged him a bit tighter. After a while of silence, I looked at him. He smiled."Are you okay now Felix?" he asked. I nodded. He smiled."Good. Let's head back inside, yeah?" He asked. I nodded and held his hand, leading him back into the room. He smiled. "I'm going to go take a shower and get cleaned up a bit." He said. He grabbed a clean pair of clothes and went into the bathroom. I watched him leave before sitting on the bed. I released a soft breath. I buried my face in my hands.
Ryan soon came out. I looked over and smirked."Hey there handsome. Took you long enough." I said playfully. He chuckled and moved over to me and draped his arms around me. He kissed the top of my head.
"I'm sorry baby. I didn't mean to make you wait." He said. He smiled and gazed into my eyes. He rubbed my waist with his fingertips. I shivered at the feeling. He smirked and then looked away. "Well, we're leaving today. Want to get everything packed up?" He asked.
"Sure love." I whispered. He smiled and started gathering his belongings, stuffing them into his suitcase. I started to pack a few seconds after him. I looked over at Ryan. I couldn't help but feel a bit worried though. I noticed that he was trembling. Pain was obvious in his eyes. "Ryan?" I questioned. He looked up at me. He didn't say anything. He merely offered a small smile. He then looked back down. I sighed.
We soon finished packing. I gazed at him. He seemed a bit off. "Ryan, seriously what's wrong?" I asked. He looked at me.
"I'm fine love." He said. I blinked. I didn't believe that. I wouldn't force him into telling me though. I looked down. Well, we have a long day ahead of us. We wouldn't even be getting back until one in the morning. I sat on the bed, staring out at the horizon. I couldn't help but feel like something was going to happen. Something that I couldn't stop. I gazed at Ryan. I noticed he was looking down at the floor. I could see it in his eyes. I knew he felt the same way I did.
"Well, shall we head out?" He asked, looking at me. I nodded. I slowly stood up. I couldn't help but stay close to him. I felt off. I couldn't describe it. But I just suddenly felt so sick to my stomach. I felt anxious about something. I didn't know what though. All I could think about was my nightmare...
