Leaving In A Fast Lane

It hurts to much!!!!!!!

RECAP: 

I said and shut my iPhone, I was on the edge of crying again, I needed to stay strong, and pretend like nothing had happened. I went downstairs to eat some breakfast, and face Richard. I kept taking slow deep breaths until I got to them. I put on my bright smile.

" There you are how are you feeling" said Richard while pulling a sit so I could sit next to him

" a little better," I said I couldn't look him up in the eye

" well you missed out on a lot of things," said Katy

" yeah the fact that Kevin made out with three girls, Jeff was so drunk he started to dance while stripping," said Jason

" wow seems like all had a lot of fun," I said

" well not everyone, Richard was looking all depressed he left early....maybe cause a certain princess of his was not there," said Logan

"hahaha very funny," said Richard

" Amy are you okay, you have been daydreaming throughout the whole conversation," said Jason

" what....sorry I have a lot on my mind right now" I said

"Amy..... are you okay," said Richard looking worried

"Yeah, I am just tired I guess, didn't get to sleep that well last night," I said

We finished eating and talking, I excused myself and went to the pool. Later on, Jason came and sat beside me.

" Okay what is going on Amy," said Jason

I was so pissed at this point; I couldn't even look him in the eyes. I can't believe he was part of the bet, I trusted him. I thought he was my friend, I thought he was better than the rest.

" Nothing, just not feeling well," I said

" Amy there is something you're not telling me, cause throughout the whole conversation at breakfast not once did you look up to Richard or me," Jason said

" Jason just leave alone okay, I don't feel like talking about it and I don't feel good," I said

"Okay, but if you need to talk I hear," Jason said, After a short while Richard came with a bag and a bottle of water.

" I didn't know what was wrong so I just ordered a bunch of these," Richard said looking worried

He handed me a bag full of medicine, I didn't know what to do it hurt so much to smile or even hear his voice. He is just probably trying to buy his way into my pants again. I looked up at him and smile, I tried not to look hurt or pissed.

" thank you," I said, he bent down and tried to kiss me but I pulled away. I left disgusted by him trying to kiss me.

" Amy is everything okay," said Jason

" yeah, I need to ...hmm go call my mom," I said trying to go leave but Richard held my hand

" if everything is alright then why did you pull away when I tried to kiss you," Richard said

"Richard I am seriously not feeling good, and I think I might have a cold and don't want you to get sick," I said lying to him, I can't believe I just said that. I don't know why I couldn't just tell him the truth. I knew if I did I would break down like I did last night.

" do you need me to get a doctor or something," Richard said

" no I just need to sleep, we are about to leave soon anyways so I will see a doctor tomorrow," I said smiling, trying to cover up the anger / hurt I was feeling

" hey guys come on, it's time" yelled Jeff

Richard let go of my hand and we rushed to the bus, the whole time I leaned my head on the window and went to sleep. The next thing I knew I was on the plane sleeping on Richard. I was so tired, I guess the crying the whole night left me with no energy. When we landed I felt someone carrying me into the car, I woke up shortly.

" Serious Amy you sleep like a dead person," said Kevin

" I have never met a person who sleeps like you do," said Logan

" I am just tired and not much of a traveling person," I said

" We noticed," said Katy

The whole time Jason kept staring at me like he was trying to figure me out or something. I smiled at him and he looked surprised and smiled back. I felt someone's arm moving me closer, the whole time I didn't notice Richard holding me, matter of fact I was on his lap.

" what the hell Richard" I said

"What??" asked Richard looking all innocent, I looked him in the eye, I couldn't believe I felt for this guy and it was all a bet for him. I felt like I was about to cry, but held back my tears.

" Nothing," I said

I felt something vibrating and it was Richard's phone, he looked at it frowned then picked it up.

" yes....no but I am almost there," said Richard, then he hugged up. I looked up at him and he didn't look that happy at all.

"dude is everything alright" asked Jason

" It's my dad," said Richard sounding pissed

" O!" said Jason

We stopped right in front of my house, Logan and Katy got out first, I was about to get up but Richard held me back.

" I will come over later okay," Richard said and kissed me on my forehead

I nodded and got out of the car followed by Logan, when I was about to head inside he stopped me.

" Whatever act you pulling Amy I want it to stop," said Jason looking worried

" I don't know what you're talking about," I said

" well I am not that stupid, you barely spoke to any of us, you only made eye contact with Richard once and you looked like you were in pain," Jason said

" Jason I am fine now please drop it," I said and walked inside, I went straight to my mom's room. I went to her bed cried my eyes out and then fell asleep.

Authors note:

 I know it was a short chapter, but the next part is Richards and I wanted him to have his chapter : )