The New Girl

Chapter 37 - Unwanted News

Harry Styles.

Having Aurora's lips on mine, once again, was something I needed in my life. I wanted her, not Daisy. I couldn't get that through her head because of my actions, but she has no idea that I've stopped having sex with Daisy. Whenever she wants to start something, I fake a call from my mother and leave. I don't take Daisy out on dates because she simply doesn't deserve it, especially with what she's doing to me.

The reason why I'm not with Aurora right now is because of that stupid video and pictures Daisy has. If she didn't have them, I would've ran straight to Aurora. Unfortunately, I can't do that without hurting her or ruining her reputation. My feelings for her are something I've never felt before, but I won't allow myself to be the reason she's known as a slut at school. None of that is true, Aurora and I haven't slept with each other and I know, for a fact, that she hasn't done anything more than kiss Luke.

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket and knew, right away, who was calling. I had left Daisy's way too fast and sped towards Aurora's. I didn't know why I did it, but I just felt like I had to come see her.

I tried to ignore the vibrating in my pocket, but couldn't. I was putting Aurora's reputation in danger, so I shouldn't be doing this. I know me leaving her is hurting her, but I'm at a place where I can't do anything.

I pulled away and sighed, "I have to go, Aurora."

I grabbed my phone and noticed a text from Daisy I prayed to God I'd never ever get.

iMessage from Daisy:
"Harry... I skipped a period..."

As much as I wanted to stay with Aurora, I had to find out if this was true or not. She skipped her period? This can't be, I've used protection more than enough times and Daisy has told me she's always on the pill. So how the hell could she be pregnant?! Plus, we haven't had sex for longer than a month or so! If she is pregnant, there's no way this baby is mine.

Her face went from a sweet smile to a frown, "You're still going with her?!" She asked, looking completely hurt.

"I'm sorry, Aurora, you just don't understand what's going on right now. I promise I'll explain after I've fully understood what the fuck is going on." I mumbled, feeling anxiety building up in me.

There's no way I'm the father of that child, I won't believe it until I've had a test done. I'm positive Daisy is going to want to keep this a secret, so I won't have to worry about her going around and telling everyone. I could care less if she did, but that would mean Aurora would find out and she's the last person I'd want finding out about this. I have to go talk to Daisy and make sure this is only a trick to get me to go to her house.

Aurora scoffed and pushed me away, "I get it. You only come to me when you think other guys are going to take me away from you. You want to make sure no one else has me, except you! You only come back when you get bored of Daisy! Well, you know what? I don't need you doing that anymore, we should probably stop seeing each other... for good this time. I wanted to make up with you, but you obviously don't know what you want-"

I grabbed her hands in mine and pulled her towards me, "Aurora, please, I'll explain as soon-"

She snapped her hands out of my grasp and pushed me away from her, "You keep telling me this, yet you never seem to know when you'll explain all this to me. I'm tired of this going back and forth and wondering whether or not I'll be the one you choose in the end. I'll just stick with someone who already knows what they want, someone who will stop choosing someone else-"

"Are you saying you're going back to Luke?!" I snapped, lowering my head to look into her eyes. I had forgotten how much shorter Aurora was compared to me, which made her even more alluring than before- what am I doing?! I should be trying my best to convince her that going back to Luke is the last thing she should be thinking about right now!

She shrugged, "It shouldn't matter to you, you have no reason to ask about things that are none of your business!" Aurora snapped.

She didn't exactly confirm she's going back to Luke, but I could see it in her eyes. She wants someone who won't treat her this way. What good would I be to her? I could possibly be the father of Daisy's child, so that'd be another obstacle in our way. I understand that this is only going to cause more trouble for us, but I'm too selfish to actually let her go. I feel like she should be with me and only me, no one else... especially not Luke.

"Aurora, that's not what I'm trying to do-"

"Just leave, Harry! Can't you see you've done enough?!" She snapped.

The longer I stayed here, the more I hurt her. I felt horrible, especially with all the things she's saying stabbing my heart. I wanted nothing more but to hug her and tell her I was never going to leave her. I wanted to show her she's the one I want to be with and that Daisy means nothing to me. Unfortunately, I can't do that right now. I have another problem I have to deal with and this could possibly be the biggest one of my life.

I've always wanted to be a father, even though I don't act like it. I pretend I hate children and make sure people keep them away, but that's only because I'm afraid of what I would feel if I spent too much time with them. I would love to have my own children, but not with Daisy.

I sighed, "I gotta go. I hope you really don't mean the things you're saying. Goodbye, Aurora." I sighed, before kissing her head, and walking back towards my car.