Darkest Light - COMPLETE (bxb story tagalog/english)

EXTRA Chapter

"Miguel?" Alex?

"Babe.." Ouch, my throat. I cleared my throat but I only broke down coughing.

"Miguel! Humiga ka muna. Kagabi ka pa nilalagnat eh." What? Me?

"I don't get sick." Fuck. Boses ko ba yun? My voice sounded dry and horse. Ouch it hurts.

"Well you are." He place a tray down on the table. Sinilip ko yun, may gamot at malaking bowl ng tubig at bimpo.

"What's that for?" I cough making him sit next to me, feeling my forehead.

"Tumaas lalo ah." Kumuha sya ng thermometer at sinubo sakin.

"Under the tongue please." Tsk. I don't get sick. Pano ba ko nagkasakit? Siguro dahil sa jet lag. Tsk.

"Am Faayn.(I'm fine)" I mumbled.

"Shh. Manahimik ka muna." Piniga nya yung bimpo sa tubig at hinawakan ang kamay ko. I was shirtless so I know he'll wipe me off.

"Bab-"

"Shh. Quiet, the thermometer will fell off. If that fell off, I'll shob it down your ass." Edi manahimik problema ba yun? I sighed as he wipe my arm then chest, hmm.. That felt nice..

"Hmm." I grab his hand and he eyed me.

"Bakit?" I smiled and he grab the thermometer with his free hand, reading the numbers there.

"Tumaas nga lagnat mo. Eat and take your meds."

"I'll take the meds." I grab it from the tray and pop it in my mouth. Making him hit me but offered the glass of water after. I sat up and drank the water.

"Continue." I let his hand go and he stilled.

"Wag mo kong titigan ng ganyan, Alexander. Baka makalimutan kong may sakit ako at halikan kita dyan." I grin and he hit me again.

"Aray!" I pouted and he chuckled.

"Lovely sound." I muttered as I place my forehead on his shoulder.

"Hindi kita mapupunasan if you keep being so clingy." I hugged onto him and shook my head.

"Babe.. Alex.. I love you." I felt him stiffened.

"Miguel? Miguel! Tsk! Don't scare me you idiot!" Akala nya siguro nahimatay na ko. I just felt nauseous kaya hindi na ko gumagalaw. He help me lie down and finished wiping me off.

"Miguel?" I took all the remaining strength I have to pull him in my arms, making him fall down next to me.

"I want to kiss you so badly.." I hid my face against his neck and chest, nuzzling his exposed skin there.

"Baby please kiss me.. Just a little.." I close my droopy eyes and felt his soft hand touch my cheek with a gentle caress.

"Alright.." I felt him lift my face and I waited.

"Miguel, gising ka pa ba?"

Naramdaman ko nalang yung hininga nya sa mukha ko untiI felt those lips on mine. Saglit lang.. but he did it twice.. the second peck was longer by two seconds..

"Miguel, get well soon, okay? Babe.." I heard that babe.. I smiled, atleast I think so.. Nakatulog na nga ako. Nakatulog habang yakap nya, while he hum me a lullaby.. Alex.. How can I not love you more like this?

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The Day

A/N: Flashback. This happen about 2 years ago.

Alexander's POV

Ugh, fuck my head.. It's been like what? 3 straight days. I couldn't sleep for 3 whole days.. Tapos ngayon.. Ngayon ano?

"Shit.. Hindi pwede.. No hindi pwedeng macancel ang flight ko!" I yelled against the receiver. I book a flight to a far away province. So I can forget this day. But there was a Storm and all the flights and any other transportation are not available. I threw the phone and it fell on the floor.

"No.." I feel my body trembling.. "No.. Today.. N-no.." Today.. Why can't I leave?! Why can't I?!!

"No!!!" I slump onto the floor and sobbed. It hurts.. My whole body hurts. My head is pounding so much. It feels like it is breaking. Pinilit kong tumayo pero lahat ng mahahawakan ko bumabagsak kasama ako. Humawak ako sa sofa at pinilit tumayo. I staggered towards the bathroom. Ang kelangan ko lang, k-kelangan ko lang mag hilamos and then I can go to bed.. I can.. I can..

"No, I can't sleep! I can't sleep!!!" Pinilit kong tumayo kahit nanginginig na yung mga tuhod ko. Rummaging through the cabinet looking for the sleeping pills. I need this. Hindi pwedeng hindi ako makatulog.. Hindi pwede. I can't stay awake this day. Kahit sa panaginip, kahit sa panaginip alam kong hindi nya ko tatantanan pero.. I just need to sleep.

"I need to." I poured the contents of the bottle in my mouth and turn the fauset on. Drinking it all. I cough and cough and fell on the wet tiled floor.

"Ano ba? Ano bang kelangan kong gawin?" I sob and sob. Ano ba? Ano bang kelangan kong gawin para mahinto na to? Hindi ko na kaya ang sakit.. Ang hirap.. Ang sakit sakit na..

I look around and saw my large tub.. I need this..

Kelangan ko tong gawin..

The next thing I know I was under water..

I was so sleepy.. Kaya natulog ako. Nakatulog ako sa ilalim ng tubig. Ito ba ang kelangan ko?

"Alex!! Oh my God!!!! Oh my God!! No!! No!! Alex!!" Shiela? Bakit? Bakit hindi pa rin nawawala ang sakit?

Help me.. Help me get rid of this pain. Natatakot na ko. Wala bang makakatulong sakin? Wala ba?

*3 weeks later*

I just got out of the Hospital yesterday. Pinigilan akong pumasok sa trabaho ni Shiela but I had to go.
I had to do something. I had to take my mind off things.

"Sir! Sir wake up! You need to sign this papers!" Nasa condo ako ngayon ng Boss ko. The irresponsible jerk. Paano ba sya naging CEO? Ni wala syang ginagawa para sa kumpanya nya! He leave all his works to me!

"Sir Miguel!!" I shook him awake.

"Ano ba!" I flinch when he yelled. Akala ko susuntukin nya ko. He does that pero parati naman akong nakakaiwas. Pero imbes na suntukin nya ko he grab my wrist instead.

"Shut up!" He yelled against the pillow. Nagulat na lang ako ng hilahin nya ko. Napahiga tuloy ako sa kama nyang amoy alak at sigarliyo. Not to mention it smells like sex! Fuck! I can't lie here! My suit!

"Fuck my suit!" Tatayo na sana ako pero..

"S-Sir?" I stiffened when he wrap his arm around me. Shit. Akala nya ba.. babae nya ko?

"Sir wake up! Hindi ako yung babaeng inuwi nyo! She left already! Sir!!" I shook him pero wala. Humilik pa sya. Ugh.

"Now what?" I exhale and look at him. Tulog na tulog sya. He looks so kind and gentle while sleeping. Para syang batang mahimbing ang pagtulog.

"Sir miguel, Why are we always fighting?" He's warm.. May sakit ba sya? No.. Maybe it's the alcohol. I sighed and stared at his sleeping face.

Bahala na. Plus.. his warmth is calming..