omegle | p.j.m

one

December 31, 2015 {mbc music festival 2015}

[ park jimin's point of view ]

"What are your thoughts?" I opened my eyes, and when i did, I saw two faces close to mine, trying to examine me. "Ugh, go away." I playfully pushed Jungkook and Taehyung away from me before standing up from the swiveling chair i was resting on a few minutes ago.

"We're going to perform soon," Taehyung said, while he was being retouched by  our makeup artist. I nodded. I looked at the clock which showed the remaining minutes of us left to perform next and he was right- 5 minutes left and we're going to perform soon.

I opened my phone and saw it lit, "What's the sense of checking this damn phone anyway?" I groaned. I've been checking my phone and I can't even remove it from my hands.

"Let's go, let's go!" Hoseok hyung clapped his hands twice before me, putting down, quite forced, my cellphone on the table. 

I fake coughed before stepping on the stage, getting ready for our performance since I get a lot of lines. 

"Bangtan Sonyeondan!" 

  Yeah-, Uh-
I'll only know of you even
if my breath ends
'Cause you are the one

Even when everything changes
(I won't change)
just let it be
my one will need the time
I have to only wait

It'll be hard sometimes,
there is always a perfect love next to you
Many things that I can't give you
you probably have the whole world.

I'll only know of you
even if my breath ends
'Cause you are the one
I won't go through the ordeal of not having you again
so you'll be able to rest in my embrace
(Rescue me..yeah..woo..)

Before you left
(I didn't know anything)
The important one to me oh! was only me
but I've realized now even though it's too late
I've recognized you,
you are one of a love

Can you please rescue me
from the pain I've come across
Living a day that seems like a year
it's so hard I can't bare it

I'll only know of you
even if my breath ends
'Cause you are the one
I won't go through the ordeal of not having you again
so you'll be able to rest in my embrace

Ya, the perfect man is who I be,
sittin' on top with ya, but more swifter,
stronger than your nob liquor, money hoes and clothes
don't let the clues get ya, they not fear.

If you ever feel me
Bluntly in your mind
when it disappears like the smell of morning coffee
can't you give me the last chance
start over again

you probably know how hard it was for me
I never left your side (Call me~)
If you accept me, everything of me will change
I want it to be you, want

I'll only know of you
even if my breath ends
'Cause you are the one
I won't go through the ordeal of not having you again
so you'll be able to rest in my embrace

See time don't stop, the crime don't stop,
So I won't stop till I'm sittin' on top,
to every home phone and a cells gets parked,
and every hard top get chopped to we drop

{p.s. author skips the lyrics when reading another fic but i'm going to put lyrics anyway to make the story 'long'. he-he}

---skipping this part bec idek lel---

After the performance, I quickly went to our makeup artist for her to give me a face towel to somehow remove the sweat that's covering me just now.

I reached out for my phone and opened it again. 

Nothing. 

Damnit, I'm doing it again. I freaking became conscious when I met this stranger in a website where you can talk to random people though you won't be able to know his/her name. 

After a couple of years, I talked to someone being me. The real me. The Park Jimin under the mask-- under every fan who adored me as well as my group mates so much.

{ flashback }

stranger: yeah, I felt that feeling before, when you have a lot of decisions to make yet you're stuck, lost and don't know what to do. But that's okay, right? hey, cheer up. I may not know you, but I know how you feel right now. :)

I smiled.

"Jimin-ah, you've been inside your room for four hours already! I didn't even saw you practice, are you planning to be like Yoongi? I left you with you on your laptop and came back to see you doing the same? What? Aren't you going to eat? The dinner's ready."  Jin hyung frowned at me. "I will, I will, in a couple of minutes. Leave me food." I stared at my laptop before thinking of a response.

"Geez, this kid." I heard Jin hyung mutter as he slowly shut the door close.

you: we've been talking for hours

stranger: yeah, i kinda like talking to you. ;)

you: well, sad to say it's our first and last conversation.

stranger: who knows, maybe we'll be able to chat each other again here

you: haha that's impossible a lot of people use omegle

stranger: is this your first time using omegle?

you: yeah

you: why?

stranger: cool, it's my first time too. you were the first person i've talked to here.

you: you were the first person i've talked, too.

stranger: really?

stranger: it's destiny

stranger: we're meant to be

you: yeah haha

you: can I know your name?

And before the girl entered her answer, a sudden blackout happened which made me curse out loud all of a sudden, "Shit!" I groaned, pulling my hair. I rushed to the living room and saw the other members as clueless as me.

I didn't get her name.

{ end of flashback }