WHY~~~~~~~ (My story)
Since I was born on a cold day of Decemeber,
I have been searching and searching for an answer,
There are things I wish I may or may not want to remember,
But the question is: 'why am I here in the first place?'
I wander the cold plains of this Earth,
I have learned that not everything is what I thought it would be...
I was four years old
when I was caught by the dark and cold...
My question was: 'Why is the world in this state?'
I was then six when I was showered in fear and blood,
There was nothing I wished for but a light,
This is me, looking down at the four-inch gash that runs down my arm,
My question was: 'Does everyone think that this is all alright?'
Ten-years old was when I started to fall,
He was charming- I didn't know the evil that lies underneath...
He put a knife through my heart when I stopped trying to feel...
My question while breaking: 'Why does it hurt to love?'
I was betrayed and sworn into exile,
She left me to crash and burn with an evil smile...
I was twelve when this all came to be...
All of them hated me...
While bleeding, I asked: 'Why do people betray eachother soo quickly?'
In the dark month of last November,
I was subject and victim to the hollowness and to loneliness,
To death and to the dark, I almost surrendered...
Screaming in the silence: 'Why do I live?'
Why do I feel alone and dark?
Why am I left behind-
every single time?
I was losing myself...
I thought was nothing to others...
I was silently screaming for help...
There is one word I wish to say:
"Why?"
