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Embrace

I wanna embrace you

I wanna run my hands through your hair and grasp your heart

I wanna give you honey kisses and bear hugs

I wanna tell you that I care

And that all these feelings

Hate

Loathing

Sadness

Are just a pasting rip tide in the ocean of our opportunities

But your presences

Your warmth

Your mind

Soul

And heart

Are slipping away

Like grains of rice between my figures
And like sands of time in an hourglass

I fear

If I look away

You will just be ash in my palm

A mere memory that I cannot afford to lose

A blur of someone I could call out too

Then

There would be no one

No where

That I could turn too

No fishes or clams

No pearls

Or chain links of seaweed

Just a lost child in the pools of your eyes

When you go

I scream

Wanting to hear your voice

Wanting to be hanging on to every word like is the last I will ever hear

To hold you close and whisper comfort in your ears

But when you are here

I am silent

Its my fault

I want to apologize

But I'm afraid you won't accept it

So

I sit

Alone

My head in my hands and tears on my face

I want to ask for help

But my voice too sore

Too dry

Too small for anyone to hear

So I'm sorry

I wanna embrace you

But if hold you too tightly

I'm afraid you will break