Chapter Three

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"But Dal she's so stressed with trying to potty train Georgie, you can't make me tell her" I argued to Dallas, we had been arguing this point the whole way to her house 

"I have a solution, your still going to have to tell someone but it's not Demi and your going to stay with Marissa and I" I sighed and got out of the car and walked into the house. 

"Hey Mar" I said as I entered the room 

"Ev, babe what are you doing here?" Dallas put her hand on my shoulder 

"she's staying with us for a while, I need to help her and it's going to help Dem too" Marissa looked curious 

"help Evie with what Dal?" Dallas nodded at me 

"I uh, fuck, um, am like mom in more ways than you think?" A tear slipped from Marissa's eye and she came up and hugged me 

"are we telling Demi?" Dallas shook her head 

"she is sorting things out with Georgiana  first then when Georgie acts like a normal five year old Ev, is going to tell her" I shook my head profusely 

"I ain't telling her, can't you just let me do it and forget about it" she shook her head 

"nope, couch now" she directed me to the couch, her and Marissa stood in front of me 

"Evie, please let us in, we aren't going to leave you to do this to yourself, it's not healthy babygirl" I shook my head 

"it's either you let us in or you tell Demi, or you can go to rehab" I shook my head rapidly 

"p-please d-don't s-send m-me away" I started to sob 

"you have to let us in Evie" I sobbed harder, I could see both girls wanted to hug me but had a mission they were going to stick to 

"I-I m-miss m-my m--mommy p-please, I-I n-need m-my m-mommy" I could feel a panic attack coming on 

"babygirl, hey it's okay" I started to choke on air 

"Ev, baby? EVELYN!!??" Dallas yelled 

"m-m-mommy" I choked out, Marissa called mom 

"Dem, help, she's choking I don't know do something" mom started to sing slowly bringing me out of my panic attack 

"I'm coming over babygirl" I nodded weakly, then made sure my cuts were covered, thank god they were. 

Mom rushed in with Georgie on her hip, she placed Georgie on the ground and threw her arms around me 

"you're okay babygirl, we're okay" I clung to her tshirt 

"m-m-mommy, m-mommy!" She ran her fingers through my hair 

"shh babygirl, it's all okay" Dallas sat next to us and wrapped her arms around us 

"Dem, I'm taking Ev" she said cautiously 

"what! Dallas no! You can't do that" mom screamed making me flinch 

"sorry baby" Demi took a deep breath and motioned for Dallas to explain 

"it's for a week Dems, just so you can sort things out with Georgiana and then Ev will come back with y'all" mom nodded 

"okay, you better take good care of her and call me if anything happens" she said glaring at Dallas whilst saying anything 

"I'm trusting you with my babygirl, you better keep her safe" Dallas nodded and I started to cry into moms shoulder 

"babygirl what's wrong" I shook my head 

"baby please" I sighed 

"you don't want me, I want to stay with you, I love Aunty Dally and Aunty Mar but I want you" she kissed my forehead 

"you'll always have me right in here" she paused pointing at my heart 

"it's only a week, if you need me call me babygirl I love you" she kissed my forehead one last time 

"I love you too momma" she picked Georgie up and walked off 

"babe what was that about" Marissa said sitting down and placing me on her lap, I laid my head back on her shoulder and closed my eyes 

"I'm scared, I don't like being sent away, please don't send me away" she kissed my cheek 

"I'll never send you away babe, why don't you like it?" I sighed 

"when I was a kid, Dave and Rhylee used to send me away to aunt agatha when I was naughty and aunt Agatha would beat me, and push me down the steps, and lock me in the basement, I don't like it in the basement it's scary" the flashback started to overtake me

"Evelyn you worthless brat get here now" I ran down the steps as fast as my little legs could carry me, aunt Agatha dragged me to the top of the basement stairs "

PLEASE AUNT AGATHA DONT DO IT, DONT HURT ME, IM SORRY, I WONT YELL AT YOU AGAIN, DONT DO IT, PLEASE NO" she pushed me down the stairs into the basement and locked the door every step I fell down hurt more than the other, the agonizing pain shot through my small body as I hit the steps one by one, until I ended up on the cold concrete floor of the basement, blood dripping from my head, the basement was creepy, old doll heads in jars filled with water, creepy paintings and weird tools, it was scary for a seven year old 

"please somebody help me! PLEASE IM LOCKED IN THE BASEMENT, DONT HURT ME, DONT HURT ME, DONT HURT ME, DONT HU-"

"EVELYN! Babe what happened, you were screaming" I turned around on Mar's lap and sobbed into her shoulder, she rubbed her hand up and down my back 

"it hurt so much Mar, every step was agony, and the blood got all over my clothes and the doll heads, I'm scared Mar, she's going to hurt me" Mar hugged me tighter 

"nobody is going to hurt you Ev, what happened in your childhood was terrible and I'm sorry you have to live with those memories but none of us will ever hurt you like that" I shook my head 

"Maddie did" Marissa sighed 

"babe you know Maddie didn't mean to hurt you, she was just jealous another girl around her age was coming into the house" I shook my head "if she didn't mean it then why'd she do it?" Marissa sighed again 

"baby you and Maddie are friends why are you bringing this up" I shrugged 

"because I'm scared, I don't want to lose Momma, she's my savior, she was the one who saved me from having to live with aunt Agatha, and suffer everyday, she gave me love and affection, she never hurt me when I was bad, she's the best momma and I don't want to lose her, I love my momma way too much" we heard an aww from Dallas 

"I got that all on video and I'm posting it to Twitter"

@dallaslovato: @ddlovato @evelynlovato this was too cute not to post, someone loves you very much D!

Mar kissed my forehead "and You, Dally, Maddie, Grandma D, Grandpa Eddie all showed me what family is like and loved me as if I was you're own, I never want to lose y'all ever, I love y'all too much" Dallas had also recorded that and posted it

@dallaslovato: feeling the love today @maddielovesyou1 @diannadlg @redraider30 @m_callahan @ddlovato

Dallas came over and I snuggled up to her. She put on a movie and got a blanket, I laid my head in her lap, and she ran her fingers through my hair massaging my scalp "get some sleep baby" I slowly drifted off to sleep.

It's 4am, anyways for those of you who don't read my other books, I won't be updating as much because I have a problem with my eyes, and it gives me headaches when I pretty much do anything so yeah, but I will try.

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