Shattered

BONUS CHAPTER

Author note: Warning contains explicit drug use!

Jason POV:

The loud rock music shakes the floor while i lean over the sink in the concert bathroom. 

"Man line me up." I say to Johnathan my right hand man. Johnathan pulls the white bag from his pocket  and places the white poison in front of me on the sink. I look in my reflection before inhaling. I notice the circles under my eyes.  *what if she could see me now?  What would she think? What would she do? Would she hate me even more now? I mean not that it matters... no one could hate me as much as i hate myself. I shake my head and inhale then instantly sigh in relief. I reach over take my beer from johnathan and we head back out into the concert. 

"Damn look at that bitch over there man . She is fine." Johnathan basically yelled trying to talk over the music. I just shook my head and grinned . I mean she was fine. Long red hair, curves in all the right places. I took another swig of my beer and headed towards the stage. The Hinder concert I'm at is a outside concert so of course there is tons of people. I elbowed my way towards the stage; as they began their first song "Better than me" I  smirked . This was my song for her. 

"I really miss your hair in my face & the way your innocence tastes & I think you should know this...you deserve much better than me..." 

Flashback:

I had my hand over her eyes. I leaned into her blonde hair and inhaled her fresh lilac scent.

"I love you baby" I whispered as i moved my hands. It was her birthday, I had made her dinner and even got her red roses. They are her favorite. She turned around and pushed me back onto the chair. She straddled me and pushed my blonde hair out of my face.

"How did I get so lucky?" She said with a smile. She leaned into kiss me but I stopped her.

"I have something for you." I said as I pulled out a black box. She looked at the box then at me. She opened it revealing a red ring with a ruby in the middle. I put it on her ring finger.

"Its a promise ring babe. I hope to one day put a engagement ring in the place of that." I saw tears well up in her eyes and I kissed her. 

End of flashback 

"Hey man you ok?" Johnathan asked elbowing me. He has two girls with him a blonde and brunette who were smoking hot.

"Dude ya i'm fine." I said with a grin. I chugged the rest of my beer. I lit up a joint just as "Get stoned" started playing.