Meant to Be 2 (Forever - GirlxGirl)

GIVE ME A CHANCE

MUSIC : Only You

It's eleven o'clock in the evening, and Tina's still awake. She doesn't know if Aom's already asleep. She's restless in bed...She can't sleep...There's a lot of things running in her mind...What happened awhile ago with Aom kissing her hand, and all that crying, broke her heart to pieces. But then she's also thinking of Chix...She knows Chix is hurting too, and she feels so guilty...Now she realized a lot of things. She loves her wife so much, and no one can replace Aom in her heart...But the fact still remains...Brent and Meg are now a part of Aom's life. It hurts her so much thinking that she lost her family and now her wife already has a family of her own. For three years, she has been living in pain with that sad truth...How many more years would she still have to endure? And now she doesn't even know why lately, Aom has been doing all these things for her. Why all of a sudden she would drop by at the house even if it's a weekday...why all of a sudden she would stay in the house even if it was a Saturday...why all of a sudden she would bring her food and even wants to cook for her...and why all of a sudden she would want to take care of her because she's sick...For three years, she got used to doing things all by herself...Because Aom already has left her...And now, she's asking herself why after all these years, Aom wants to be a part of her life again despite a lot of baggages. Her situation is too complicated...

Then she thinks about Chix...Everytime she thinks about Chix, she would always have a smile on her face...All these years of being at her worst, it was only Chix who helped her realize there's still a life after a broken marriage...That there's still a reason to smile because life is beautiful despite its imperfections...Chix loves her so much she gave herself to her without even asking for anything in return. To her, that's pure love...A love unconditional...NOW SHE'S CONFUSED...WILL SHE LET GO OF HER TRUE LOVE? WILL SHE LET GO OF THE PROMISE OF LOVING AOM FOREVER? She realized it's not just about Aom, having Brent and Meg, and it's not just about the pain of Aom leaving her... THE PROBLEM NOW IS ABOUT HER...BECAUSE SHE HAS LEARNED TO LOVE CHIX AND SHE DOESN'T WANT TO LET GO OF HER ANYMORE...SHE NEEDS HER...CHIX HAS FILLED THE EMPTINESS IN HER HEART...CHIX MAKES HER HAPPY, AND THEY HAVE THEIR OWN WORLD WHENEVER THEY'RE TOGETHER...

Tina closed her eyes...She hates herself because now she's torn in between...THE LOVE THAT WOULD ALWAYS SOFTEN HER HEART AGAINST THE LOVE THAT HAS SAVED HER FROM MISERY...HER HEART IS SCREAMING AND IT SAYS IT SHOULD BE AOM STILL...BUT HER MIND AND A PART OF HER HEART, SAYS IT SHOULD BE CHIX...Tina took a deep breath...and she thought all these years she was just fine...WHENEVER SHE'S WITH AOM, SHE FEELS THE PAIN, BUT THE LONGING TO BE WITH HER HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE...AND IT NEVER CHANGED...THEIR STORY NEVER ENDS...MAYBE BECAUSE THEY'RE EACH OTHER'S DESTINY...JUST LIKE HOW AOM USED TO SAY, THEY'RE EACH OTHERS' HOME, AND THEY BELONG TOGETHER..."This is just too much...When all I ever wanted was to live a simple life with the one I love..." Tina was telling this to herself...

Tina's starting to cry...She's so confused...she closed her eyes...She wants to rest her mind...Then she heard her phone ringing...It was Chix..."Hello?" There was a crack in Tina's voice. "Tina?" says Chix."Hi..." Tina was crying, she barely uttered the word..."Tina, are you okay?" Chix sounded so worried..."No, I'm not...there's just so many things in my mind right now, and it makes me crazy...I'm so sorry..." says Tina. "For what? " asked Chix. "Because I wasn't able to call you...Because when you called, it was Aom who answered the phone. I didn't know she would come here..." Tina said. " Hey...you don't need to explain...it's okay...How are you feeling? Aom told me you're sick...Are you alright? I was so worried about you..." Chix said. "I'm still sick, but I feel much better now compared this morning. " says Tina. Chix let out a sigh..."That's good to know...So, are you going to sleep now?" asked Chix. "No, I can't sleep...I miss you...I just miss you..." says Tina. She was sobbing, she's crying. "What's happening to you, huh?" asked Chix. "I don't know...I really don't know, and I hate myself..." says Tina. Chix took a deep breath..." Okay...when I see you soon, we'll talk about what's bothering you...Is Aom there?" asked Chix. "Yes. She's spending the night here...She's in Sunny's room..." says Tina. Chix took a deep breath...She's affected...She bit her lip...