Within Time

Chapter 4

I grabbed a small suitcase that was in the closet and take it out. I open it and throw all of my clothes in there. I hear Jimin still calling my name out the room, and I hear about another person talking to him. But it was all muffled so I couldn't tell who it was.

I packed my stuff and opened the door, seeing Jimin, TaeHyung, and YoonGi looking at me. Their eyes meet with my suitcase and they widened up.

"Jungkook, what are you doing?" Jimin says.

"I'm going to live a normal life." I tell them. "You guys have break anyways until hyung and I recover anyways, so don't worry about me."

I walked straight out the dorm, hearing them call out to me. As soon as I turned the corner, I felt someone's hand grab my shoulder. I harshly shrugged it off and turned around, seeing that it was YoonGi who tried to stop me.

"Come back." he says. I scoffed at him, but he showed no signs of joking around. "I'm serious. Come back."

"And what? All I do is hang out in that dorm. I want to go out and have fun! We can't even go outside. This sucks!" I yell at him. He sighs and shakes his head, looking at the ground.

He lifts his head up and looks at me, biting his lower lip. He breathed out again, and spoke.

"You know, the day we had that car accident that gave you amnesia, was the day we won our first 1st place award." he tells me. I look at him, and end up zoning out. I shake my head and turn around. I started walking off without even turning around to look back.

I had called my mom and told her to pick me up and take me home without any questions. She did as I said, and I'm glad that even when I got home, she didn't ask anything.

But even being at my actual home, nothing felt familiar. I still remember nothing.

I laid down on my bed, looking around my room and seeing how empty it was. All that was really in here, were stuff I bought when I was out or old clothes I never use.

I saw a photo of me and my supposed family. It had what looked like my mom, my dad, my older brother, and me. I stared at it, but still nothing came up. YoonGi says that I won't turn out to be those rare cases, but nothing is coming to my mind. Maybe I won't remember anything or anyone.

"Jungkook." I hear my dad say, walking into my room. "You guys are taking a break right now, right?"

"Yeah." I replied only.

"You didn't have to stay with us on your break." he tells me, sitting beside me on the bed.

"I uhm, wanted to." I lied. It's better to say and lie that I'm stay with them because I'm taking a break to heal. This way, I don't have to explain to them that I left the group. I don't have to tell them that I don't like that life and that it's irritaring being with then.

My dad gave me a smile, patted my knee, and then got up and walked out the room. I watched him leave and sighed, staring back at the ceiling.

What would my life be like if I never forgot anything? I guess normal. Everything would be the same as it was before; with the fame and fans.

"Jungkook-ah." I hear my mom call. I see her walk in my room and she stands by the door. "If you ever want anything that's outside the house, tell me okay and I'll go buy it. Just rest your leg right now."

I nod my head and she smiles at me. She then leaves the room and I'm alone again.

I wake up and see two blurry figures standing in front of me. I sit up quickly and rub my eyes. My vision got a little bit clearer, and the teo figures were YoonGi and Jin.

"You're finally awake." YoonGi whispers. I look at the time and it was 6:58am.

"What are you guys doing here?" I asked.

"We need to talk to you." YoonGi says.

"If you're planning on taking me back, don't bother." I say, laying back down on my bed and pulling the covers over my head.

"Jungkook. Do you really not remember anything?" Jin says. I stay quiet under the covers as I thought. I pulled the covers down and look up at the ceiling.

"I honestly haven't remembered anything. I'm a rare case." I say.

"You are not a rare ca-" YoonGi starts, but then ends with a sigh. "We're not trying to bring you back. At least not right now."

"We were just curious to if you really remembered nothing. We have our break so you and Taehyung could recover. So, rest during the break, and come back when you're ready okay? We'll be waiting." Jin says. I look over at them, but both of them were already walking out of my room.

"Hyung!" I call out to Jin. He stops and looks over at me, a small smile forming on his lips. He looks over st YoonGi and then chuckles, before looking back at me.

"Why is it that I'm the only one you call hyung?" Jin says. I had no answer for it, but he seemed glad that I felt comfortable calling him that. With no response from me, they left my room.

I have no idea if I'll be going back to that dorm or that life, but seeing them in my room made me somewhat happy. For some reason, I felt some weird sensation inside my chest.

I started feeling bad for them all. They said that they'll wait for me, but they have no idea if I'm even going to come back or not. I don't think I can handle a life like that. I want to be free and walk around like everyone. I don't want to be trapped in buildings all day long. I want to be just like everyone else.