too thick to be sexy

chapter 25

I swiped through my picture looking at all my photo smiling at it It was picture i  took of kj a couple weeks ago "you know looking at that picture is not going make you feel better just see him sweetie"I sighed and put my phone on the couch not really wanting to talk about it anymore"when is dad coming again I thought he  was supposed to come a week ago on Sunday"she looked at the time "today I have to pick him up at four last week he  called the the day he was supposed to come back and said his trip got pushed  for another week"

I looked around at the living room and noticed that its not as spotless as it usually is"where's Sarah ??"

"oh after your father left she got sick so I sent her home and she call the day after she said she had food poisoning so I gave her the week off"I rolled my eyes at how blind my mom was being it was obvious that Sarah went with my dad on the business trip but I didn't say anything I got up from the couch .And got ready to change to see kj

I went up stair and but on some sweat pant and and a hoodie over I hear my phone ring from my pocket I answered it

Phone convo

Me: hello

Blaze: I need you come at 5:00 I have a plan and make sure to wear something sexy your going out tonight don't be a minute late

After he said that he hung up I sighed and took my clothes I just had on off since It was already three so if I do w go and see kj I wouldn't have time to come back and get dress

I went into my closet and picked out a outfit I was kind of scared because it showed a lot of skin

I put the outfit on my bed and went into my bathroom and turn it and jumped in making sure not to get my hair wet since I was going curl it I wash my body quick and got while grabbing a towel and wrapping it around my self then I plunged the curling iron up and started to make loose curls all on my head which made it fall down my back once I was down I unplugged the curling iron then put on a little makeup and went in my room and put on a bra and pantie set on and but on my clothes quickly

I ran down the stairs with the heels phone and purse in my hand I sat on the couch and put on my shoes and stood up grabbing my purse and phone" where are you going dress like that ?" i rolled my eyes not really "mom this is really not the time to act like a mother you haven't been one in five years now have you seen my keys I'm in a rush I need to see my son so I can actually be a mom"

My mom put her head down picking at her nails"mom I'm sorry I didn't me-" she shook her head "i-I put your keys on the on the hook next to the front door"

After she said that she walked upstairs without looking up at me I know I was wrong but I didn't have time to fix it so I grabbed my keys and drove of to smokes house I got there and quickly got out and went to the front door and unlocked it with my spare keys I open the door to hear kj screaming from the top of his lungs I walked into the living room to seen kj on the floor having a tantrum" kj cut it out there's nothing wrong with you"

He stop cry immediately and help himself off the floor walked to me I pick him up as soon as he was in my reach he put fingers in his mouth and his head on my shoulder I walked up stairs to smokes office and open it and seen him writing"smoke is this what we do now just ignore your son when he's crying his eye out"

He put his pen down and rubbed his head"yasmine I have no time for you right now kj didn't want to get up from the floor so I left him on the floor I'm not going to fight with a two year old alright"

I looked at my shoulder and notice kj was sleep I went into his room ignoring smoke because he was being jackass I put kj in his crib and kissed his forehead I was about to leave when smoke pushed me against a near by wall"why the fuck did you walk out while I was talking to you"

I pushed his back but he push me back harder" and why the fuck are you all dress trying give up what mine again"

shallowed a lump in my throat" nigga nothing on my body belongs to plus its not your business what I do with my vagina or what I wear OK now if you would excuse me
I have to go"

he  stood in  my way blocking me from leaving go head yasmine go give one of those little niggas my shit and you and  him will be in body bags alright

I finally got the strength to push him off and left without saying anything else

OK guys sorry for the late up date but not feeling good at all this week but I wanted to give you guy a quick up DATe (yasmines outfit on the side)