Newfound Feelings

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You changed out of the uniform, putting on regular clothing and tossing the uniform into the trash, not sure what else to do with it. If Tsubaki wanted that thing back, he could dig it out. There was no way in hell you were going to keep it. Just as you finish up throwing the thing away, you hear a knock at your door. Walking over, you opened it to see Azusa holding a plate of food.

"We both apparently slept through lunch. I came up to bring you yours" he said, handing you the plate.

"Thanks" you take the plate, beginning to close the door.

"Ah wait." he stopped the door for closing. "And about earlier, I'm really sorry about pulling you in... I didn't say anything dumb while I was sleeping, did I?"

You shook your head and a look of relief washed over his face. "Why, what were you dreaming about?"

"...Ahhh I suddenly can't remember anymore" he glanced away. "See you later (Y/N)."

I wonder if he was dreaming of some girl, you couldn't help but make that conclusion. It's been years since you've last seen him and you sure he would have found some girl he was interested in already by now. You headed back into your room, sitting on your bed and eating your lunch, watching some videos on YouTube at the same time on your laptop. Finishing your lunch, you headed back downstairs to the kitchen to put away the plate. As your mind started to wander back to Tsubaki and him kissing you, you lost your footing on the next stair down, falling down.  Landing on the floor, the plate you were holding was now broken, your hands a bit cut up on your palms as you were still holding onto it when landing, as well as some obvious bruises starting to form on your knees which you landed on. You winced slightly at the pain, not willing to show how much in pain you were. Biting your lip, you got up, picking up the shards of the plate off the floor. As you were doing this, Yuusuke was walking around the corner.

"(Y/N), are you okay?" he rushed over at the sight of the broken plate.

"Yeah it's fine. Sorry for breaking your plate" you replied as Yuusuke bent down to help you pick up the shards. You tried your best to hide the cuts from Yuusuke but built up blood from the wound started dripping down your fingers. Yuusuke took immediate notice to the bright red with shock.

"(Y/N)! You're bleeding" he said, taking you're hand before you could hide it behind your back and say your fine, opening them to see the cuts. "You should have said something you know. We need to get this treated before it gets infected" he stood up, helping you up as well. You shook his hand off you.

"It's fine. It will heal on it's own. If I want it to get treated I'll just treat it myself" you stated. Yuusuke frowned, ignoring what you just said and dragged you to the bathroom, opening a medicine cabinet and taking out some bandaids. Placing antibiotics on your hands and bandaging them, you frowned at his concerned and slightly upset face. "What?"

"When you're hurt you should just let people help you. You know we care about you, right?" Yuusuke murmured, blushing a little bit as he looked at the ground. You tilted your head to the side a bit in confusion. It's not very often you had someone this concerned over your well being, as you lived in a household where they cared more about how you were doing in school. If an injury or sickness got in the way of your studies would be when they got concerned for you.

"Ah... okay. Thanks" was the only thing you could think to reply to that with, bowing your head slightly. Yuusuke gave a simple nod, hesitating a bit as if to ask you something before shaking his head to himself and exiting. You stared at the bandages a bit, holding your hand above your hand.

'So this is what it's like to be cared for' you couldn't help but think, a smile almost emerging from your blank face at the sweetness of the thought. It was a warm feeling of sorts that you didn't experience much. You walked out of the bathroom in a daze, running into Ema.

"Eh? (Y/N)? What are you doing?" Ema asked, surprised you just walked into her like that. Snapping out of your daze your bowed a little.

"Sorry, I was a bit lost in thought" you admitted, continuing off towards the coaches downstairs.

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Watching you leave, Ema tilted her head. "Juli, don't you think he looks sort of happy?"

"He looks the same to me" Juli glared at the back of your head until you disappeared from site.

"I guess... he just usually pays a bit more attention to his surroundings I thought. I guess it's just me" Ema shrugged, turning around to see Azusa. "Ah, Azusa! You saw (Y/N) just now too right? What do you think?"

"I'm not sure. I can't really read him sometimes" Azusa replied, heading off towards your direction.

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Getting downstairs, you went to sit on a couch, laying on your back and spreading out in a stretch. You hadn't done much at all that day and it was getting really boring. Closing your eyes to take another nap so the day could go by faster, you felt someone sit on the other couch. Turning your head and opening your eyes you saw Azusa.

"What are you doing?" you asked. Azusa pulled out a script.

"Practicing for my recording tomorrow. I'm going to be voice acting in a new upcoming video game" Azusa opened the script as he began to read silently, memorizing the words first in his head. You turned your head to look at the ceiling and a few moments passed before Azusa spoke to you again. "Did something happen?" Azusa seemed to be staring at your hand that Yuusuke had patched up for you.

"Sort of. Broke a plate by accident" you replied, sitting up. "It's fine though, Yuusuke patched it up for me"

Looking at Azusa, you couldn't help but notice some foreign feeling to you reflect in his eyes for a moment. "I see..." he replied, looking at his script. Only a few moments later did he put it down again. "Do you want to hang out somewhere? There's a new movie premiering tonight. I've been wanting to see it for awhile, would you like to come?"

"Sure. It would be nice to go out and see a movie for once" you nodded. You also didn't watch many movies or watch TV much as a kid because of how you're parents raised you. Azusa smiled a bit.

"Then we can meet up at the theatre tonight. I have to go see my manager now, I forgot we had a meeting today" he stood up, waving slightly before rushing off. You stared off into the distance for awhile, before closing your eyes again, falling into another deep dream.



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