TITLE TRANSLATION-Yours and mine, mine and yours, love story is difficult .
Thank you so much my lovely readers for the support and your ideas...Please keep up your support...vote and comment!
TARA'S POV:
It had been few days since that incident,but aadi seemed in his own distant and isolated world,The charm and joy he had on his face usually was not seen anymore,All the time he keeps lost in his thoughts,I dont know what is he thinking,But one thing I am glad about is there is no change in his love towards me.
It had been enough,I couldn't see aadi anymore like this,I planned a heart to heart talk with him this night.
It has been night already and aadi stood at the window gazing at the night's sky,moon and starts which he has been doing from the day he saw that video.I went and put a reassuring hand on his shoulder as if conveying to him that,I WOULD BE THERE FOR HIM,always and forever.
I think he understood what was going on in my mind,He wiped few tears which escaped on my cheek seeing his distressed state.
"Aadi dont be sad,I cant see you like this", I hicckuped while crying.That seemed to snap something in him,His demeanour changed suddenly,He hugged me to him.
"I am sorry angel,I was lost in my thoughts,In the process I did not realize I hurt you".
"Aadi speak to me,I am here only for you",I cupped his face and turned him towards me,"Look aadi,I stayed with you even when you were at your worst behaviour in the past,so you can trust me on this",I said looking directly into his eyes. Aadi sat on the floor,I sat beside him and rested my head on his shoulder.
"I made a big mistake angel. I trusted the wrong people. It's so hard to know which people to trust",I know he is feeling sorry for not trusting his dad.
"Aadi not all people are bad.Some people can be nice. So you trust them. People make mistakes and they apologize. So you trust them.
Some people have the bad intentions. Those intentions pull you down into the quicksand. Into the desert. Into a coffin where you can't breathe,The one should be blamed are those bad people,not our hearts for trusting them".
"But angel deep down I've only found a few people in my life to trust. Over a period of decades but even those proved to be bad".
"Aadi you cant help it,Like all our fingers are not the same,no two people are the same,Every one in this world has their own motives and agendas,The world is not full of betrayers, it is full of people with decent motives and a full desire to do right by those who know them and love them. This is a little-known truth, but I think it is a truth nonetheless! Aadi there is a thin line between good and bad. Between the good people and the bad people".
"Aadi I know how you are feeling,you want to kill all the people who is responsible for all this,But aadi doing things in anger only aggravates the situation,Lets think with a clear mind and make our move..Aadi always remember Whenever we want to combat our enemies, first and foremost we must start by understanding them rather than exaggerating their motives" .
He seemed to take in what all I said,Later we retired to bed.
Morning when I woke up I couldn't find him anywhere,Instead I found a note on the side table...I took it and started reading...
****
"My dear Angel I am sorry for what i am about to do,But I need to do this,Take revenge on Mr.Murthy,because,what he did to us,to our family,and monu is totally outside the realm of forgiveness,If we keep quite anymore,he could go to the extent of driving us mad,hurting our family,and destroying what we cherish,I wont and cant let him do that.There is one thing we could try to do now..do you know what is that angel?
I could try to destroy him first..I'd have to turn the tables on him some how,I need to find a solution to get rid of him,I have to hunt him down and plan his downfall..Yet I cannot let him know those are my intentions,I have to fool him into thinking that I will do as he says,For that we cant be together for sometime,If we are together,he could use me against you and vice versa..
I cant drag you into this,If you would have know before you wouldn't have let me do this..I am not doing this on my own,Even you are not here,you will be with me every second ,as my love,as my heart beat..Frankly spaking I am so scared right now..What if my fight would be hopeless? I have already lost my mom and dad,I cannot loose you.
Look angel I have already spoken to monu,He have agreed to safeguard you while I deal with this,You did a lot for me and my dad,Now it's time you sit back and relax,Its our fault,my dad should never have dragged you into this mess in the first place,I feel like you were forced into loving me,Your life was forced to take a turn because of me,Dad and me were so selfish angel,Dad promised you to forgo your life for loving me,where as I forced you to forgive me after the drastic torture I gave you,No one of us were considerate regarding your feelings and regarding what you want.
This time I deal with Mr.Murthy will help us clear our minds,But my angel I promise you I LOVE YOU so much,My heart beats only for you,If you find me worthy of your love wait for me,Untill I fight with those demons.Angel I know how stubborn you are,I know you will come for me,But please don't.
REMEMBER THIS IS MY FIGHT,NOT YOURS.
Forever and always yours-aadi
Note: I LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE MY LIFE MY ANGEL.
****
No!!! This can't be happening,Its like my fears come true,did I loose him?I sank down to the floor crying bitterly,monu came running to hold me.
"Aadi how can you think I was forced to love you?Do you know that When I see you, the World stops. It stops and all that exists for me is you and yours eyes staring at me, There's nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The World just stops, and it is a beautiful place, and there is only us..... I LOVE AADI,SO MUCH THAT IT FREAKING HURTS",i shouted to no one in particular.
No I won't cry,I won't leave him on his own,nor will I disturb him in his fight,I will support him in my own way,I stood up determined and wipes my tears,I hurriedly took my bag threw my clothes in it,I took another bag and threw monu's cloth's too.Then I dragged him outside the house and locked it.
"Tara,What are you doing,I promised anna to safe guard you".
"Monu,WE SHOULD'NT BE HERE",I said him and draagged him out.
--------------
anna-elder brother
Sometimes we to tend to trust the wrong persons,Its not our fault,it is the fault of them that they misused our trust.
Sorry for the short chap,But I almost tried to cover evrything.....and the confusions regarding why is aadi such a monster in the past,what's the mystery with tara and her parents...they all will be revealed in future chapters
Aadi does not want tara to get hurt,Hence he left her,What do you think about the chapter?
PLEASEEE VOTE AND COMMENT...PLEASEEEE!!!
YOU ARE READING
I SAID I LOVE YOU
General Fiction"What did you say?", he asked with quite surprise and amusement in his tone. "I love you aadi",i said feebly and weakly. "WHAT!!!",this time he nearly shouted..with a bit of anger in his voice . "I SAID I LOVE YOU AADI !! I.....LOVE...YOU(this time...
