Mine

No longer part of the pack

(Heidi's pov)

I rested my head on the cold floor I my cell.

Jen had just finished explaining what a Luna was and what she was a ware wolf.

I didn't believe her at first I mean come on those thins only existed in books and movies not real life.

I had asked her to prove it but she said she was to weak. Just then one of the guys that guarded the cells got into a fight with anther guard they had turned into big scary wolfs.

I had of course freaked. After Jen had calmed me down she explained that if I was a Luna I had an alpha mate.

A mate was your souls other half. They were your one and only true love. Every wolf has one and they go through a process that connect the two.

As I though this over I couldn't think of any one that was a wolf or seemed like one.

But this little voice kept saying Nick. Just then I realized that he was one. I mean that would explain the sudden attraction to him. And the way he always growls.

I smiled. I always knew he was an animal. A pig was my guess but a wolf is close. Kinda.

The idea of Nick being a wolf didn't scare me though it made me feel like I was loved. I also knew if he was my mate then he would come looking for me.

Nick..... I missed him now that I thought about it. I had been yelling at him the last time I saw him. What if he hated me now.

I didn't even care about him sleeping with Lexi anymore. We weren't even really together. It just made me feel used by him.

Being away from him like this made me realize that once I got away from this stupid place. I would tell him that I loved him and maybe just maybe e would say it back.

The days passed slow. I wasn't even sure how many days it had been.

But I knew it had to be more then two.

"Here" I rough voice I had grown use to said throwing my food through the slightly open door.

I carefully walked to it. The food was horrible I didn't eve know what it was.

The food was a green color that looked mushy and slide down your throat.

I made a face before swallowing it quickly.

It was better to eat it fast then think about what it was.

I sipped the very dirty water to get rid of some of the taste but if course the water left a metal taste in its place.

I curled into a ball and looked up at the ceiling. My thoughts wondered to nick. They did most of the time.

"Your thinking about him again" Jen said.

I turned my head to her. "Yeah I it calms me down."

"My mates name was Troy."

"What was he like" I asked wondering if he was anything like Nick.

"He was sweet and possessive, he wanted a really big family, and a big house"

"Why do you say it in pass tense"

I could make out tears In her eyes.

"He died trying to safe me" her voice cracked.

"I'm so sorry" an I meant it I couldn't live on if nick died.

Died... My father came to mind. I felt bad all of a sudden I hadn't really thought about him. I felt stupid and selfish.

"My dad died for me too" I said.

She gave me a look of sympathy.

We both go lost in the thoughts of our lives ones. Only hers was the one and only love Of her life, her soul mate. And mine was my father that never payed attention to me. But even so I mourned for him.

And his last words that he said "Do what you want with me but leave my daughter alone"

(Lexi pov)

I felt horrible. I felt like it was my fault that Heidi had gotten kidnaped.

I mean I did hate her. She took nick from me but I I hadn't lied and made her run away maybe she would still be here.

For the past four days Nick had had everyone looking for her none stop.

Everyone was tired by the long hours but they also wanted to find our Luna.

I needed to tell Nick the truth before we found Heidi and she tells him.

Because I would be in a hell of a lot of more trouble.

With my head down I walked Into his office. He was on the phone talking to a neighboring pack.

I cleared my throat to get his attention.

He have me the just onesecond look.

I waited for him to finish.

When he did he sighed and leaned back into his chair with his head in his hands.

"What is it Lexi"

"Ummm... I...I " now that I was here I was scared to tell him.

He glared at me " I don't have all day Lexi say what you want or leave"

I took a deep breath.

"The day Heidi was kidnapped," he instantly perked up. He looked at me his eyes on mine.

"The reason Heidi was mad a you was because of me. "

His face changed to an angry scowl.  

"What did I you do"he said through clenched teeth.

"I..I told her that you slept with me the week we were all gone "

"What" he yelled. His fits were clenched and anger was pouring out of him.

"I.. Di...didn't think...this would happen" I stuttered as he took a step towards me.

He gave me a look that had me flinching away from him.

"Do you know what you've done you stupid bitch"

"I'm....so..soo...sorry pl...please forgive me"

"Forgive you" he growled out " I'm about to kill you."

I shrieked stepping further away from him.

"You are no longer of this pack Lexi you have an hour to get the fuck of this territory or I will personally rip you to shreds."

I stood there shocked for a second before I scrambled out knowing he was dead serious.

It wasn't even that much of my fault. I hated Heidi more then I had ever before.

I packed Light before heading out and turning into my wolf and running.

Not even two hours later and I was surrounded wolfs.

But they weren't just any wolfs they were rogues like me.

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