Way back home (TBTIEH) On going

Ten

(AN: gagawin ko na tong TENTH CHAPTER. Baka di ko magawa ng tama dahil 1. Sobrang ingay ng kapatid ko 2. Ang baho ko, nadidistract ako. Hahaha owell, dedicated to rienizzia thank you sa msg mo. Mas lalo akong ginanahan na ipagpatuloy to at sa lahat ng readers na nagmemesssage :) di kayo mareplyan agad dahil busy ng onti pero pag maluwag ang sched. Magrerepz ako. Nag hahang din kasi ang aking watty. Facebook friends tayo? :) )

SYDNEY POV

I was more than a hundred percent sure that I have moved on? But why did I found myself crying again?

After a day, Yuri handed me a letter from her. I traced my fingers on the sheets. I wonder what she looks like nung sinulat nya 'to. I wonder where she wrote this or how she wrote this.

Sydney, (the one that got away)

Thank you for everything.
Thank you for making me feel again.
Thank you for our little journey.

I wanted to write you more pero alam kong hndi ka interesado. So i will keep this letter short.

Have a beautiful life, Sydney.

I am letting go now.

I love you.

She also sent a photo. I found myself running out of air. I was already crying. Nakita ko last photo namin together.

Bigla kong naalala. Today is her birthday.

I ran out of my room. I took a jacket. Umuulan. Nagpaalam ako kay manang Bel at agad nag taxi papunta sa isang flowershop.

I dont remember what her favorite color is---oh wait! White! White roses! Pero i wanted to add red. Sige, bahala na!

Medyo basa na ako dahil nakajacket ako but I dont mind. Habang hinihintay kong inaarrange ang flowers ay halatang worried ang isang staff sa flower shop. She keeps on glancing at me every once in awhile. I was shivering at mukha akong worried. There are so many thoughts inside my mind. I dont know what to tell her. I keep on finding words but I couldnt compose even a single sentence.

Oh, god! Ano sasabihin ko sakanya?

"Okay ka lang ba?" Tanong nung gumagawa ng roses.

I nodded with a forced smile.

Nagtaxi ako papunta ng condo nya. Syempre, nagpabagal bagal na ako sa kaba. Nasa elevator na ako at nakita ko ang sarili ko sa salamin. I look terrible!

Tumayo ako sa harap ng pinto ni Megan. Huminga ako ng ilang beses. Hawak ko ang roses na binili ko. Lumunok ako ng mga tatlong beses bago ako kumatok.

"Uhm, excuse me? Ma'am? Are you looking for Miss Delafuente?" Someone approached me

"Yes."

"Nabenta na po ang unit niya. Iba na po ang may ari. Sa ngayon ay wala pang tao  dyan." She told me

That broke my heart. "Ummm... Uh---, Uh, okay. Th-thank you." I stammered.