Sabrina
I'm two weeks overdue so now I have to be admitted to have my labor induced. I swear it feels like I never have my babies on time. Their either way too early, 2 weeks early or just late
I was so tired I could barely walk into this hospital.
Lisa: so is Chris supposed to meet you here
Sabrina: he said he would. I've been texting him but I haven't gotten a response
Lisa: ok...how you feeling
Sabrina: I'm drained my contractions are still far apart but their hitting me hard
Lisa: it'll be over soon
CJ: no more babies after this right
Sabrina: lol right...I'm surprised you wanted to come
CJ: yeah I wanna see why you cry so much and you say it hurts
Sabrina: oh no honey you can't see that until you have babies with your wife in the future
CJ: I'm not having any kids cause Chloe and Caylee are bad
Sabrina: lol oh just them?
CJ: yes I'm the good one
Sabrina: ok whatever you say Junior
Nurse: ok little we're going to get your mommy all set up and then you can come back in okay?
CJ; ok
He came and kissed my cheek
CJ; I love you ma
Sabrina: I love you too baby
Ever since his incident CJ makes sure he lets everyone know how much he loves them. It just makes me so happy
Later on
Nurse: ok here comes another contraction, hold your mummy's hand honey
CJ grabbed my hand
Sabrina: oh oh ouch ouch OMG shit!
CJ: it's ok ma just breathe
Look at my little man
He rubbed my face as my contraction passed
Nurse: ok it's over...you have a great coach
Sabrina: I do, I'm so lucky
Nurse: ok I'll be back to check on you. You just relax and you're almost there to get your epidural
Sabrina: ok thanks
She left out.
Mama Joyce is up here now and my Aunt flew in to keep the girls but still no Chris
Sabrina: thank you for being here for mommy while I go through this
CJ: is dad coming?
Sabrina: yeah, he should be here soon
CJ: I never really said sorry for being mad at you the other day. I just want you and dad together so bad but it seems like daddy is always hurting you or making you sad.
Here comes the water works
CJ: I don't want to see you crying anymore and if you and dad not being together makes you not cry then I'm ok with you raising us by yourself
Sabrina: come here
I pulled him in my arms and hugged him tight
Sabrina: I love you so so so much!
