Sabrina
2 days later
After all the madness that has been going on with Chris's mom and her fiancé, Chris decided that we needed a vacation.
So once my ceremony was over we headed back to VA to pack and then headed to Cancun.
The kids had to get back in school so we had to leave them with my mom.
We were only here for a few days but I wish they could've came.
Chris and I were sitting on our private beach while he rubbed my stomach.
Chris: man I needed this
Sabrina: me too baby, it's so peaceful
Chris: I wish we could stay forever. I wish you didn't hate LA so much
Sabrina: I thought moving to VA would be more peaceful.....boy was I wrong
Chris; I try not to think about that shit but it's just bothering me so much
Sabrina: baby you can't help somebody that doesn't want to be helped. Your mom has to see it on her own
Chris: but that's my mom! We've never been like this. This shit is breaking my heart.
Sabrina: well maybe you should switch it up on her. Act like your going to work things out with her and that guy. Walk her down the aisle, shit pay for the wedding
Chris: I'm not paying for that wedding
Sabrina: well do something. Just get on her good side.
Chris: I don't know
Sabrina: I honestly hate seeing you two like this. I know how attached you are to your mom and I wanna see you guys back to being how you used to be.
Chris: I just can't let my mom be with a nigga that likes niggas!
Sabrina: that's so weird
Chris: I have no problem with gays but he needs to get his shit together man
Sabrina: we'll figure something out.
Chris: I hope so
He kissed my neck
I turned around and faced him and wrapped my legs around his back
Chris: thank you for having my back during all this mess
Sabrina: you know I got you no matter what
He kissed me.
Chris: and that's why I love you so much and I'm never letting you go anywhere
Sabrina: you know I'm not going anywhere
Chris: I know
We kissed again.
Sabrina: you know what people keep asking me?
Chris: what?
Sabrina: if we'll ever get married again
Chris: yeah they've been asking me too. How do you feel about it
Sabrina: I honestly don't know
Chris: I mean like I tell everybody if it happens, it happens, if not, I'm cool with that, as long as I got you we good.
Sabrina: I mean but one day I will like for us to get remarried I just don't wanna rush into it right now. I feel like we still got shit to work out and it's like so much is distracting us from doing that
