Entry # 38: I can't but I need to

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Miks POV

It's been a week nung makalabas ako sa hospital.

"Mommy water please." I pleaded

"Ito anak." Mom gave me the water

"Anak may sasabihin ako sayo..." sabi ni mom

"Ano po yun?" I asked

"Your daddy and I decided to move in states for your heart treatment nor medication" sabi ni mom. But... I can't leave him... hindi pwede... ayoko!

"Mom! You can't do this to me. I can't leave him alone!"

"Miks do you love him already?" mom asked.

"I do Mom, I love him the way he loves me." Sabi ko. I'm too dumb kung sasabihin kong hindi ko pa siya mahal sa kabila ng mga ginawa niya. Ngayon pa? ngayon pang mahal ko na siya? After all, hindi ko na siya kayang mawala pa.

"Miks darling, this all for you, besides kung mahal ka niya hihintayin ka niya" Mom explained

"Paano kung hindi na ako makabalik Mom? Knowing that maybe I die, I'm scared" sabi ko

"So better decide to the safe one Darling" Mom said

"Mom please..." halos maluha na ako sa harapan ni Mom.

"Miks this is not our will, we just want to give you a better future, even there is only a small chance, we will take risk for you" sabi ni Mom. Naiintindihan ko ang gusto nila Mom pero... pero... Paano siya?

"Mom please not now... let me think about this first" sabi ko

"Okay darling, but not too long" sabi ni Mom at agad ng umalis sa tabi ko.

Masasaktan lang siya... All this time hindi ko nagawang suklian ang pagmamahal niya. Paano pag namatay ako doon? Edi naghihintay na lang siya sa wala? He don't deserve to be left forever.


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