32. On Tour

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So things have been going well with Matt. And things have equally been alright with Cam. I did tell him that Matt and I hung out. He wasn't so okay with it. But he still wants to hang out with me.

Cam understands that I'm figuring out my life too.

So Matt and I had a conversation the other day on how he will be on tour for the next month. Which sucks cause I won't see him. He asked if him being away for a month will solidify me liking Cam.

I said I don't know, I can't tell the future. Matt was clearly worried he would come back to Cam and I being in a relationship.

I told Matt that he can call me whenever, and we can still Skype. And I'll be backstage when he is in my city.

He invited me to all the events that were around my city too. And told me to be there for him.

I'll certainly be their for a couple, but not all. I do want to be there and support him.

If anything, I'll probably just go to 3 or 4 of them, and stay in his hotel for the night, or wander the city with him, and go home the next day. I have a busy life too. I can't just be touring with him.

Who knows...maybe I'll see some of you guys there.

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