19. Matthew

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Wtf is wrong with me. In thinking of Matty again.
Ughhh this is why I can't be with guys. I can never settle. I'm never okay with what I have. And once its gone, I miss it.

I literally just went from missing Cam, I was just about to call him.

To thinking about Matty. And how I'm so attracted to him physically. I don't think him and I have a super strong emotional connection,compared to Cam. But the sexual chemistry is certainly there.

...and now I'm calling Matt, so let's see what fucked up decision I'll make now.

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