What is love? I only know madness [JIKOOK]

13💜DO YOU HAVE OCD?

Hours later, they were still tangled together. Jungkook couldn't breathe right. Still reeling from that kiss that came out of nowhere. He could only hope Jimin won't regret and hate him and stop coming to -
"I think it's better if you sleep instead of worrying" If Jimin wasn't him, he would have jumped.
"I wasn't -"
"You don't have to worry about anything. I am going to be with you forever" Jimin said confidently. Jungkook agreed with him though he didn't see the possibility of that. Jungkook decided this was the perfect time to ask Jimin a question that has been on his mind.
"Um... Jimin?"
"Yes?" Jimin murmured and shifted closer. Grey eyes locking on Jungkook's. "I've been meaning to ask." Jungkook hesitated. His heart pounded. 'what if he gets mad?'
"It's just... do you-" he chicken's out. "Nothing. It's nothing at all. Let's sleep" He turned away but before he could breathe - Jimin grabbed him and turned him back.
"First of all," Jimin said, voice low and serious. "When we're together, you face me. Always. Don't you dare turn your back on me."

pause.
Heavy.
Dangerous.

"You have no idea what I would do if you took your eyes off me" Jungkook blinked. "But I'm not always watching you and you don't do anything, right?" Jungkook asked, somewhat perplexed. Jimin's mouth curved. Not quite a smile.
"No. I warn people first. That way, they can't blame me of the outcome." Jimin said calmly. Too calmly. His voice was flat...

Silence.

Jungkook could see a vivid twitch in Jimin's face and it sent shivers down his spine.
"Jimin" Jungkook cleared his throat and swallowed hard. They was no easy way to ask what he was about to ask. He shifted uncomfortably on the bed, he considered not asking but he knew Jimin won't let him and asking a different question wasn't an option.
"Um...do you...DO YOU HAVE OCD?" Jimin just stared. Face blank. Then he blinked. Once. Twice. Then-
Jimin burst out laughing.

Hard.
Loud.
Uncontrollably.

It went on until Jungkook thought it would never end. Then it stopped. Jimin's face was wiped clean of the earlier amusement so fast that Jungkook thought he had imagined it.
"Oh My God, Jungkook. OCD? Really?" Jungkook could feel another laugh coming and he wasn't wrong, Jimin started laughing again. Jungkook was really starting to get annoyed. 'What is so funny about OCD?' That crazy shit isn't funny at all.
"Jungkook Tell me honestly. Why do you think I have OCD?" Jimin asked gently. To him, it was absurd that of all the mental illness Jungkook could relate to him, it is what? OCD? really? WOW.
Jungkook exhaled. "Well... You like things done only one way, your way. You act as though if things were done differently, the world might end." He said and waited for Jimin's reaction and on seeing none, he went on. "Whenever you come to the house, you always walk on the middle tile, every single time. You never stray. You always lock my door halfway, you always drop the curtains and even if I put it up, you put them back down. You always reposition everything if I move them from how you previously left them. Over and above all, your face, it twitches sometimes. Jungkook rambled. The words just slipped out. Jimin didn't interrupt. He just listened.

Quiet.
Watching.

And God- he was impressed. He had no idea Jungkook paid so much attention to him.
"Jungkook, I don't have OCD." Jimin said simply and started fixing Jungkook's hair. Is that it? No, I do this because of that? No explanation?

Unbelievable.

Silence.
Heavy.
Long.
Until -

Jungkook suddenly remembered.

His friend.

They were supposed to meet up today.

Where the hell is he? He sighed in mild frustration and Jimin caught it immediately.
"What's wrong? He asked. Eyebrows furrowed.Voice laced with Concern.
"Nothing serious." Jungkook started"just that Jhope said...I mean he was supposed to come see me today but -"
"I told him to leave." Jimin cut him off. Flat. Cold. Like it meant nothing. Like he didn't just tell Jungkook that he sent his all time best friend out of his house, a house he has always been welcome in. A house he practically lives in. "What?! Why did you do that?" Jungkook asked somewhat angry. Even though he loves the blonde, it doesn't give him the liberty to throw people out of his house. That is so not cool.
Jimin looked at him. Calm. Too calm. "Jungkook let go of those who left you and stick to those who are present because one day, you will realize that they are all you have." Jimin stated matter-of-factly. 'is this guy serious?' how does he define "left you"? If it means 'being forcefully thrown out then yes. Jhope "left him."

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