just a relatable rant

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suicide is not cowardly, if it was everyone would do it, its not because they want to end their life, its because they want it to stop, they want the pain, the suffering, the horrid thoughts, all their demons to die, and the only way they know how, with them being so drained, is suicide. it is not cowardly, sometimes you'll sit there for hours just contemplating everything and trying to get yourself to just do it, because like i said, they don't want to die, they just want the pain to stop now, and then finally they gather the courage, more courage than what they've had in months and chug those pills, aim that gun they found in the garage at themselves and shoot, kick that stool out from under them over, jump from that high water tower in their city, cut their wrist downwards finally, something they've been wanting to do all those other times. and then it's over.

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