im sorry but i did it again tonight after going two months clean, it's just, there's some sort of satisfaction in watching your own blood flow down your skin, like you finally accomplished something in a time when you feel like you can't do anything. it relieves you in sorts, the soft stingings, like it's a reminder that you can still feel pain in a time where you never know how you feel. a reminder that you're still human and alive, physically at least, whether that's a good thing or not. dont start ever though, because it becomes an unnecessary comfort blanket that you turn to, even when you think you're over it, the addiction, once you begin, always stays, and will always come back when you least expect it and when it's most needed
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
night writes
Puisijust some of my thoughts that got out some aren't clear, but that's alright,like some songs, you just have to decipher the meaning yourself, and depending on who you are and your mood, we all take it differently these are all mine, so if you use th...
