The REAL ME

28- Flashback

Andrea's POV

"Okay na ako. Come on, ang lakas ko kaya." i laughingly said to Elaine.

Its been three days after the car accident and until now hindi ko pa ulit sya nakikita.

That day, nang maaksidente ako, galing ako sa pinsan kong si Elaine, i opened up to her and she told me not to conclude anything yet at hayaan ko daw munang msg explain si Dwayne.

I followed what she told me and ayun pumunta ako sa hospital kung nasaan sila, sila ni carly.

Flashback

I was walking papasok sa hospital when i bumped into someone. Sa sobrang lakas ng impact eh nalaglag ang mga dala nya.

Lalaki sya looking younger than me.

"Sorry." We said in unison.

Tinulungan ko syang manlimot ng mga gamit niya na nahulog.

When suddenly lumabas sa elevator si Dwayne pushing a wheelchair and on the wheelchair was Carly.

The same na nakita ko when i was with ben pero ngayon they look happy.

Nagtatawanan pa nga sila.

Nakita kong lumiko sila, i think its going to the garden.

Sinundan ko sila ng palihim. I was hiding through the plants.

Umupo si Dwayne sa swing and infront of him is a smiling carly.

"Tanda mo pa ba dati? We met here at the same position. Naaksidente kami noon at ikaw naman you're sick that time." I heard Carly said.

"Oo, tanda ko pa. That was the time na naniwala ako sa pag asa." Dwayne said.

"Dito din kita sinagot diba? Dito naging tayo." Carly happily stated again.

What? Does this mean na si Dwaybe ang ex ni Carly na di pa siya nakakamove on at gusto nyang bumalik sa kanya?

Napahawak ako sa dibdib ko, na para bang pinakakalma ko ang sarili ko.

Umalis ako doon at bumalik sa kotse ko and before i open the car door eh bumuhos na agad ang mga luhang kanina ko pa pinipigilan.

I dont know pero tanga na kung tanga pero napaupo na talaga ako sa kalsada.

Halata naman eh, mahal pa niya yung ex nya. Mahal nya pa!

Ang tanga tanga ko na di ko muna inalam ang lahat ng pangyayari dati.

I want to end this already. Nahihirapan na ako, lahat naman kami nahihirapan na.

And i wanted to fix myself, i gaved everything sa point na wala nang natira sakin.

Sumakay ako sa sasakyan ko and drove papunta ulit kina elaine.

I again talked to her.

And then nang pauwi na ako, i remembered what elaine told me.

"Wag kang padalos dalos sa pagdedisisyon, hurting is part of loving Andrea. And yan ang nararamdaman mo ngayon nasasaktan ka dahil nagmamahal ka. I've been through worse and i know what you need to do. Let hin explain, let him."

And with that i cried again at dahil sa pesteng luhang ito hindi ko napansin ang stoplight na nakared at tuloy tuloy ako and then and there a ford eco sport was coming.

And everything went black.

End of Flashback

I hope i made the right choice to leave all this.

Minsan din kasi mas okay nang walang closure, lalo pa't ang linaw na nakita na ng mata ko na the end na, na tapos na kaya dapat bumitaw na.

"Elaine, sure na ako dito. Im going with you sa New york. I want to fix myself, i want to start a new." I said to elaine who is beside me inside the car.

She hugged me tightly na nagpaiyak nanaman sakin.

"Okay okay, i will help you. I will always be here for you couz. I will help you fix yourself. Not to bring back the old you but the new you. But before that hindi man closure but just makipaghiwalay ka na muna sakanya. We are leaving in the next 2 weeks." She said.

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