Someone asked me about my crush today and I said that I didn't have one. They laughed because 'everyone has a crush.' But I don't see it that way. Yes, I would love to have someone to talk to about my day. And yes, I wish there was someone to hold me at night. But I don't have any specific person in mind. There are 7 billion people that surround me and not one is more desirable then the other. Of course one could argue that looks are a huge part, but that's like judging a song based on its reviews. That song could be exactly what you're looking for, but you have to give it a chance. And I can't tell someones looks how I feel. I need to tell their soul, their body, their spirit. There's so much more to a boy then the colour of his eyes, just like there's so much more to a song then it's chorus. And maybe I don't need a boy to hold me at night. There are countless days that have ended in tears and a song that knows what I'm feeling. So for now I'll stay wrapped up in my headphones and scream the lyrics at the people that hurt me. It's 3 am and even though my bed is empty, I have my headphones in and I think I've fallen in love with a melody.
