Stockholm Syndrome (Mature Content)

I'm Straight, Am I?

CHAPTER FIVE

Q u i n n

Why did the kiss feel like that? It electrified my body and even my whole being. I've kissed girls before, and men of course, but kissing Grey is far too different. There's this feeling of excitement, lust, and longing. I hate this girl. I hate her since I first saw her 'cause she makes me feel weird things. To me, her lips taste like a sweet apple. And I fucking love apples.

Stupid as it seems, but it's like I'm starting to care about her, or intrigued, maybe? Hindi naman siguro. I do not ever fall for someone, especially a stranger. I've kept quiet for months just because she didn't give a fuck about me. I did the same. I avoided her. Alangan namang ako ang maghabol? Wala kayang ganun sa vocabulary ng mga Diyosa.

Am I falling in love? Am I already in love? I hope not. She's a girl. We're both girls. One more thing, she's straight and I am the same. Diretso nga ba ang lakad ko? O, napaliko na ako ni Grey? Ang nakakabwisit pa, parang hindi siya attracted sa akin, habang ang lahat ng tao sa paligid ay mahal na mahal ako. Clearly, this girl hates me more than I hate her. Ang sweet niya, ano?

Teka, bakit ba 'yan ang prinoproblema ko? Dapat mas iniisip ko ang career ko at hindi ang pagkakaro'n ng jowa. Uunahin ko pa ba 'yan kaysa sa pangarap ko? I need to talk to my bii-eff-eff right now. Kailangan ko nang umexit sa lugar na 'to. Iiwan ko na si Grey dyan para karnehin ng mga tao. I think she's smart enough to handle it.

Wait, yung bata nga pala. "Meadow, come with me," At sumama naman ang bata sa akin. Ang cute talaga nito. Well, cute rin naman itong si Grey kaso lang nakakapeste siya kung nagsimula nang mag-inaso. "I'll just tell my men to bring your cousin to my car." Hinarang ng aking mga bodyguards ang mga tao upang makadaan kami ng maayos ng batang aking kasama. "Salamat nga pala sa binigay mo. I know it was you. I just want to tease your cuzzo."

"Wala pong anuman," Sagot ng bata. Aww, so adorable. She looks like Grey pero ito yung mabait niyang version. "Mahirap po ba?"

"Ang maging maganda? Oo, eh," Biro ko at tuwang-tuwa naman itong si Meadow. "Teka lang ha, may tatawagan lang ako." I dialed her number and she quickly answered. "Pupunta ako dyan ngayon. May mga kasama ako." Hindi ko na siya pinagsalita at pinatay na lang ang tawag. Bigla kasing ipinasok ng mga bantay ko si Grey. Ayaw pang pahawak ng gaga. So arte naman this person, oo. "So, what did they say?"

🎶 SAKIMA, Daddy

"They're telling the world na girlfriend mo 'ko!"

"That's great! So, let's celebrate?"

"Are you fucking kidding me?" The way she reacted like that sent chills down my spine. Bakit ba ganito ang effect sa akin ng taong 'to? And the way she sounds, her voice makes me go crazy. I just wanna hear it all the time. "Hindi mo ba narinig ang sinabi ko? Nakakaintindi ka ba ng Tagalog? Miss, ayoko sa'yo. Tapos!"

"Honey, everything's falling into place. I succeeded in making them assume na tayo." Hindi maipinta ang mukha nito. "Ang swerte mo nga't ikaw ang napili ko. You're famous now."

"You, selfish brat!" Grey pointed her fingers at me. Ooh, long and slender. "I don't want to be famous and I don't want to make people think na involved ako sa demonyitang gaya mo!"

"You might want to try that again." Nang kanyang mapagtanto na may bata palang nakikinig, bigla siyang napatigil. "Meadow, darling..."