Amaurosis (BWWM)

✙Chapter Twelve✙

Chapter Twelve
Amaurosis

"You like him don't you?"

"MIGUEL." I let out a annoyed sigh. Eva and Miguel just laughed at me. "It's complicated."

"How?" Eva asked.

"Well he's dating this girl with Amazon legs. I don't have long legs! I'm short."

"And? I'm 6'3. I'm a big gay dude that likes little men. I think they're so adorable." Eva awed at him and made goggly eyes at me.

"You wanna lick lick from his head to his toes and move to the bedroom and down to floor." Eva said singing.

"I wouldn't mind knowing how he is in bed." I said thinking about it. His amazing abs all glistened with sweat.

"Nasty ass." Miguel said shoving me almost making me fall off of my bed. I haven't seen that girl Samantha since Enzo's birthday party.  I don't know why, but I thought someone would actually like me for me and call me beautiful actually meaning it and not trying to get in my pants. I want someone to hold me for no fucking reason and kiss my head telling each other lame jokes. That might sound lame, but I want that. I don't want to go to fancy dinners and act all proper. I want to get buck wild with the person I'm with and act like I'm tripping on acid.

"Well I could tell you one thing that girl Samantha doesn't have that you have." Eva said happily.

"And what is that?"

"A nice big ass." I laughed and so did Miguel.

"Niggas love asses!" Miguel said.

"Shut up!"

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"Aziza I swear to God if you don't bring your ass down here!" Omar yelled at me from down below. I was on the roof about to jump in the thirteen foot pool, but Omar wasn't having that.

"Do it! Do it!" Brando, Enzo, Eva, and everyone else chanted.

"Don't you dare!" I could smell his anger radiating off of his skin. How do I always get him this pissed off?

"I'm gonna do it." I jumped off the roof and landed in the water. When I finally reached the surface everyone was cheering except Omar. Of course. I got out of the pool dripping wet and ringed out my hair. "What?"

"Omar?" The girl Samantha cane wearing a bathing suit with high heels. Why is she wearing high heels to a pool? I don't know.

"What?"

"Oh don't what me honey." She walked up to him and kissed Omar. Omar looked at me while she was doing it. I just stood there awkwardly. "Why is the wet dog watching?" She whispered in his ear. This women is really making my pissed off meter going a little crazy.

"It's nice to see you too Samantha." Kill them with kindness Aziza. Samantha made a ugly face at me and rolled her eyes.

"Whatever. Go somewhere and fetch me something to drink."

"Oh hell naw!" Eva yelled making everyone look back. "Yo ass is lucky I'm pregnant as fuck right now! I would of beat your skinny white ass and one point five seconds. Don't talk to my sister like that I-"

"Honey calm down." Kamar said kissed her forehead.

"Calm down? This bitch trynna ohhhhh- I needa go before I pop a blood vessel." Eva got up glaring at Samantha and she laughed at her. Eva bucked at her and Samantha yelped.  "That's right. I got you in check."

"Babe c'mon." Kamar picked her up bridal style into the house.

"I'm gonna go too."

"Aziza wait." Omar called out to me, but I kept walking. I just wanna leave the house once in a while you know? If I stay in this house any longer I'm going to go mad.