Reaching out

chapter 3

3 weeks later Kyles POV:

Me and Allie have become close friends she is still very secretive and shy. But I can actually get a comfursation going with her.

Allies pov:
If was the weekend thank God it has been rough kyle will not shut up and I never have alone time at school. Which I guess is good but I also hate it, I decided that it was a good time to go for a walk. I have to get some thinking done. It was dark but I was never afraid of the dark in fact I loved the darkness no one could see my ugly face in the dark. I put my head phone in my ear and started listening to The Beatles.i was near a Allie way than suddenly some one grabbed my arm and pulled me in the ally way.
"Let go of me!" I screamed
"Why would I do that?" Matthew snarled.
He threw me one to the concrete and started kicking and punching me along with the rest of his mates
"Fuck you!!" I screamed
Matthew bent down
"What did you say to me"
"Fuck you, you twat"

Then he flung his fist at my face with all his might. I started feeling really dizzy and started seeing black spots

"YOU UGLE BITCH!" Matthew yelled and kicked me in the head and walked away with the rest of his mates. Then every thing went black.

I woke up feeling sick I looked around I was in the same place in the ally way I grabbed my phone it was 10am. thank God mom went to her boyfriends for the weekend.

I never liked talking about my family my dad died in a car accident 4 years ago and my mom started to do drugs and smoke. She would kick and punch me every night and would call me nasty names. She stopped doing drugs about a year ago but she still smokes and is a alcoholic but she finally got a boyfriend.

I got up slowly and walked home I'm used to this pain they did it alot not as much since Kyle came to the school they haven't done this for 2 weeks.I thought they forgot about me but I guess not. When I got home it was 11am. I opened the door to the bathroom and grabbed my box of blades. I found one of my tinier ones but it was by far the sharpest. I put it on my wrist rip my flesh opened and out poured blood.I did it a couple more times till I got a text.

Kyle: I'm coming over to your place, I don't care what you say I have to show you some thing.

I looked down at my wrist it was covered in blood shit kyle lived only a couple minutes away. I put my wrist under the sink and turned the water on Hmm theres a clog in the sink I left it and would deal with it later I out my brackets on and looked in the mirror. Shit there are bruises every where. I grabbed all my make up and started covering them up but I couldn't cover some up
Ring

I slowly walked to the door then Kyle jumped on me
"LOOK!"
He held up a gray,white and black kitten
"This is Tortoro"
"Is it yours" I questioned
"No its the queen of England's cat, oh course it's myn!!" He said exiteditly
"Can I hold him?"
"Yeah sure"
He handed me Tortoro
"I'm just gonna grab him a bowl of water"

Kyles POV:
I went and grabbed a bowl from the cabinet but for some reason the sink wasn't working. So I went in the bathroom to get the water. I stopped at the door.

There was bloody water in the sink a box with blades, a blade covered in blood with blood surrounding it.

I began to feel my blood boil.I marched to the living room where Allie and Tortoro were
"COME HERE!!" I yelled
"Why?" She seemed confused but she obeyed me and came to me with Tortoro in her hands.
I grabbed Tortoro and put him on the coach.
I grabbed her wrist but she yanked them back
"SHOW ME" I ordered
"No"
"Please" I asked
She shook her head
"Why do you do this"
I looked up to her eyes and noticed she had a freaking black eye
"Oh my God what happened to your eye" I gasped
"You don't know me Kyle" she started to cry

I was so confused she cuts and has a black eye I guess I don't know that much about her. I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard the door slam. Oh no I scared her off. I grabbed Tortoro and put him in Allies room

"Be good Tortoro"
Then I ran out the door looking for Allie maybe she is trying to kill her self right now, maybe she already is dead, for God sakes Kyle stop being a pissimist your a octimist.