Dear Jaeyoon,
6:00 A.M — You're curled up on your side, your back pressed along my own. You had snuck into my bed sheets around 3:36, tugging the back of my tank top. Pulling me into your arms, wrapping them tightly - not that tight - around my waist.
I felt your nose nuzzle against the back of my neck, your sharp inhale. Your lips brushing along my skin. Your little hum of exhaustion.
You're not one to break our rules so much. I wonder what's different. You answered one of my questions, telling me you're just having some trouble sleeping, but I don't buy it.
I found a doctor's note, but you yoinked it out of my hand before I could even properly read it. Please don't keep me in the dark, my love.
I keep glancing over at you. Watching the way your chest rises and falls. Such deep breaths. Your lips slightly parted as you breathe out with every exhale. I just, want to kiss you. But I won't. Not now. Not while you're asleep.
You look so cozy. Mm, I think I need to go back to sleep. The rain persists, so I doubt we'll (I almost forgot Youngbin's asleep in the living room) go work today.
I hope I wake up to you spooning me.
I hope you have the sweetest dreams.
Yours,
Chanhee
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Dearest, In My Memories | JAECHAN
FanfictionKang Chanhee loves writing about his day, dabbling on what he's up to at certain times throughout. He'll slip these letters under Jaeyoon's door. Even though they are together, they have the rule of sleeping in bedrooms across each other, and that's...
