Last Reset | undertale au

Prologue

It was early January, the cold breeze ran throw the surrounding. The atmosphere was cloudy, giving a dull feel. It has been getting quite cold, too cold lately.

The world just seemed to move forward with ease. You lay still, the cold surface just easing your misery.
Perhaps you hoped the snow would bury your pain.

You sigh.

You look at your hands, their pale perhaps the blood must have frozen too? Who knows, the life in you had already given up what even are you doing here?

You sigh, a drop of snow falls on your forehead. Achoo!

You sneezed, you nose fills funny you cant describe it. Perhaps you should get up, but you lack the energy to get up.

You look to your side as you see your sister pass asleep on snow. She seems peacefully pale. The cold must have gotten to her, you both should get up but the weather isn't helping.

The breeze is getting stronger as the snow is getting more thicker. Like a strom.

You try to reach to her hands. Successfully you have held her palms. Its cold, plain cold. She looks like she is crumbling into snow, perhaps becoming one with it.

Your nose feels weird, there is something in your chest, its now warm its heavy. Its so heavy, you dont want to carry it.

Yet, you feel heavy. Your eyes are dry. You want to cry, yet no tears come out. You try to sob words out your mouth, yet you cant get any.

The life is fading out of your hands you cant feel the sensation in it you try to feel your sisters hand. You cant feel it. She has already turned to snow.

Crack

You feel your soul shattering. Its your turn. Perhaps these is what you deserve.

You could have just ended it all, you could have gone by without hurting if you hadn't loved them all. Why did you have to love them.

Why did you have to care. You didnt want to be loved. You didnt want to feel warm, you didnt want to feel.

Yet loving just ended up hurting you. You shouldn't have taken her hand, you shouldn't have followed her you would have never met her nor you mom nor your dad. Oh how you wish you could just end it peacefully.

Yet in the end, your soul is just feeling heavy.

The breathing of your body is slowing your chest which you can see going up and down. The pace is slowing. You feel kinda numb your hands can now barely move.

You can now only feel emptiness which feels just empty, hollow thats just how you feel.

Pathetic, how your still clinging to life waiting for something to happen. But atlas hope as much you could in the end only your demise awaits.

Would things have been different if you had made different choices? If only... Humans are so foolish they regret everything once they meet their end.

You only realise how precious everything is when its destroyed.

Hahaha

You cant stop laughing, you laugh, again you laugh. But its not funny. You countinue laughing its so tight in your chest that you cant help laughing.

Perhaps you have now completely gone insane, but its so funny after you realise all your effort didnt even mean anything and everything is gone in despair in these game of fates.

You feel something, its not physical but something a part of you, you glance at your locket its seems to be humming a tune, its familiar.

You can almost feel it, so surreal like time has stop your eating a pie near firewood with your bare hands. The fire is warm which is making you warm too. Your sister playing piano, she was never good at it.

You can still remember how she would cry about not being good, some times asking you to play. She really was a cry baby. Hehe.

You would always tease her she was one, but perhaps you were the crybaby.

Everything feels so warm why is  these feeling more painful then you dont know... Its so fuzzy, is life flashing through eyes?

Oh, so these is how it feels to just let go... Yea you never were the type to let go. You were always clingy, and possessive of all the things you own.

Thats what lead to you befall through.
You sigh. Haaa... Its frustrating.

If mom saw you like these she would nag you, you always found it annoying but you kinda miss it.

Haaa.... Its so frustrating...

You just want to feel that warm just once more...

"Mama...",  You call out in the hollow woods. Your voice echoing barely a whisper.

But nobody came.

Silence...

Silence..

Silence.

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