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Love,Regret,Pain,

R'shaye (shay-shay)
Me and Derik were happy sex in the mornings and nights graduation is next week so we were happy about that it was tense at school Rico did that thing for me at prom and I just walked away I felt bad but he took this upon his self Derik never talked about what happened but tick did his best to steer clear from him I don't know if Derik will snitch but if does that Rico is in trouble but I shouldn't think about that in graduating in days my real life goals are coming true to think about a year ago I was a stripper with bipolar disorder I got over it tho I take my pills every day but I'm happy I changed and I would still be stripping if it wasn't for Derik I love him so much

Derik
Me and shay were in love I changed my mind about snitching on Rico I might but I wanna chill for now in graduating in a matter of days so I need to focus on that. Rico was pretty pissed when I walked in on prom but he knew I was gonna get out someday while I was in the comma Rico came in and said u don't know if you can hear me but if you snitch shay goes down to but I don't believe that shay was in shock she had to do what Rico said or he would have killed her he is crazy he needs help but I meet with officers after I graduate and they are asking me some questions school is out for the seniors until graduation so I thought I would treat shay to a nice lunch

Rico (big c)
I was embarrassed asf after prom
I wanna talk to shay tonight about what happened hopefully she listens
I texted her ...

Me: hey shay um can we get some drinks tonight and talk friend to friend 😉

Shay: sure what time 😇

Me: is nine good for you? 😶

Shay: that is great see you soon bud 👍🏽

R'shaye (shay-shay)
The only reason I agreed to go have drinks with Rico is because I felt bad I can't tell Derik he would flip out but he is taking me to this nice restaurant for lunch so I was excited about that me and Rico will just be talking and if he try's to make it more I will leave. When we got to the restaurant the news was there and they wanted to get a interview with Derik it was annoying there calling him the boy who lived he's getting all this fame but I'm not hating I just wanna go out in peace like we used too we ate lunch we talked and he dropped me off

Derik
I could tell shay got irritated about all the cameras today at lunch so I'm gonna try and fix that but when we rode home I asked her does she wanna spend the rest of thee life with me and she changed the subject I wasn't asking her to marry me but after graduation I might I understand she isn't ready for a relationship with me on that level but we are in love. As I dropped her off at home she gave me a kiss on the lips and she said bye baby I loved you I replied saying I love you too bye and she got out.

R'shaye (shay-shay)
I was nervous about meeting Rico and even more nervous about the question Derik asked me I'm not ready for marriage yet I wanna live a little more before tying the knot for good but it was 8:30 so changed into a tight fitted red maxi dress and put on some nude heels and put my hair in a messy bun and by the time I redid my make up it was 9:11 so I rushed to ricos house I made it to his house at about 9:30 he let me in and he told me I look nice I said thank you and sat down we talked about like I apologized for what happened at prom we were good we talked in laughed when I looked down it was 11:59 I comepletly lost track of time

Rico (big c)
Shay said it was getting late so as she was walking out I gave her a hug and grabbed her butt it was silent she looked at me I bit my lip and we began making out she jumped on me I pushed her on the couch and I took of her red dress and started grabbing her naked ass and her titties we didn't fuck we made love that was a difference it was slow not fast by the time I woke up she was gone I was like damn and I went back to sleep

R'shaye (shay-shay)
I can't believe I had sex with Rico I couldn't believe my self but I liked it so much he was way better than Derik wait what am I saying graduation practice was today we just we over everything we supposed to do and we went to a church me and Derik sat together Rico came in late and sat 2 rows behind us I didn't make eye contact with him when he walked in I went in the restroom to check my pad it was nothing in it I was confused cause I start the same day every month I didn't think much of it tho.