Broken and Healing

Chapter 10: Re-Born

****Note: MAY CONTAIN SOME SEXUAL THINGS*****

It's been weeks, I haven't spoken to anyone, I literally go to school and back, I was cramming for an exam, finally finishing up, I hear a knock on my door. I sigh faintly as I head to the door to see no other than Mr. Grey himself, I sigh out of frustration. Our last encounter was a bit sexual, I open the door wider as I slowly become self conscious of the way I look. I was in sweats and my hair in a messy bun, bags under my eyes due to the lack of sleep.

He smiled softly, pecking my lips as I quickly pull away, "Don't.." I say softly, he sighs as he pulled me for a hug, at first, I flinched. Terrified.

"I won't hurt you..." He says almost vulnerably. "I care about you, Cam, I do..." He says and I shrug, I look down as I close the door, walking into my living room, "Do you want something to drink?" He shook his head as he took a seat, seeing my notes everywhere he chuckled, "Need help?" He asked sweetly.

Although, I was prepared, I nodded my head as I laughed, for the first time in weeks, I smiled because of him. He pulled me close as he began explaining nonsense of a plant cell, in deep detail.

"You already knew this shit didn't you?" I slowly nod my head as I giggle, "You little-" he says as he pulled me on his lap, kissing me passionately, his hands running through my hair as he nipped my bottom lip, a moan escaping my lips as I run my hands through his body. My head tilts up as he began planting kisses all over my neck, laying my body down on the couch. It felt amazing, he found my soft spot, it was in between my collarbones, he smirked as he began to suck on my soft spot softly, his hands now on my upper inner thighs, massaging it. I couldn't help but whimper his name softly, it caused him to have a devilish smirk.

When he was this way, I saw him as just Zayn.
Not a sinner.
Not a demon.
Zayn.
It was perfect, he was perfect.

He unbuttoned my blouse, revealing my laced white bra, he began kissing my stomach, leaving wet trail marks, my body becoming weak and numb. I loved this. It felt amazing, perfect even.

"Do you like this, Princess?" He says softly into my ear as his lips brush against my ear, his hands massaging my lower stomach, "I missed you."

I quickly sit up, not wanting too do something I'll regret, I smiled faintly as I peck his lips, "You didn't tell me."

"Tell you what?" He asked cautiously, a bit worried as he ran his long fingers through his jet black hair.

"Why you were killed the third time." I said simply, I get up, buttoning my blouse back up as I walk towards the kitchen. Of course, he follows.

"Oh, that. I told you." He says chuckling as he pulled me in for a kiss, "Cam, I want to ask you something." He says smiling nervously.

Of course, he changed the subject, "Of course, ask away."

"Well, I like you. You like me. Why can't we um..make it official?" He asked smiling faintly as the tip of his index finger traces circles around my counter.

My heart stopped, I bit my lip as I didn't know what to say.

I was going to scream.

Happiness, man. Happiness was real.

I tried to show I wasn't interested so he can be 'upset'.

It didn't work, I couldn't help but fight the smile on my face he pulled me into his arms as he moved the loose strands of hair from my face, "What's your answer?" He asked a faint devilish smirk appearing from his rosy lips.

I slowly nodded my head, "Yes!" I smiled happily, he quickly attached his lips onto mine, his hands soon lacing into my hair. His eyes fluttering closed as mine mimic his actions.