In between • TSITP

Chapter Six; Bellys bday bash!

"All I wanted was to go on a nice date and have a fun time" I sighed out "And you guys had to come ruin it!" I rolled my eyes

"And us showing up for two minutes ruined it?" Conrad said rolling his eyes "Really?" he paused for only a second "Grow up August" He started to walk out

"Why couldn't you let me have this one thing!" I kinda yelled, Conrad then turned, I continued to speak "Huh? Admit it you knew what you where fucking doing Conrad"

"What? What was I doing?" Conrad spoke I could see him trying to hide that dumb smirk on his face

"Reminding me that you existed" I said looking at him

"I don't know what you are talking about" he said an looked down

"You cared where I was what we where doing" I rolled my eyes

"No I didn't, I don't care" He shrugged it off avoiding eye contact with me

"We both know that's a lie so just stop!" I kinda yelled

"Stop being such a baby!" He kinda yelled back

"Oh and you're such an adult you crashed my date for fun" I rolled my eyes and looked away

"Fine you know what forget it" I looked at him as I walked towards the stairs "Why don't you go smoke some more pot"

"Why don't you go look in the mirror some more" He spoke as I turned away, I felt my heart crush for some reason that's what pushed it because he sounded so cold hearted so mean and then I felt it the death of a crush no a love, all the pressure finally made it crack, I stood there frozen only for a moment and then just walked up to my room in silence then took off my make up got comfy and my eyes started to flood with tears as I was lying in my bed staring at my ceiling.

Present time

I stood there for a moment thinking of all the emotions I felt "It's good that it happened honestly" I sighed out then took a sip "Showed me how you really felt" I wouldn't look at him I couldn't because the possibility came to me that, that's not how he felt at all and that he was jealous and I could feel all the pieces of a broken heart trying to scramble back together

"That's not how I really feel we both know that, I was just being a baby and I'm sorry" He sighed out

The truth was I didn't know it all felt so real, but this feels real too this feels more like my Connie the one who I loved so much that it hurt "It's fine" I managed to spit those words out, I started to feel cold so I crossed my arms

"Here, take my jacket" He said putting it over me

"Hold my drink" I said turning to him, I fully put on his gray zip up hoodie, it was just as comfy as I remembered it and it still smelled good just like him "Thank you"

Then Cam and Jere came out, "you guys wanna play beer pong" Jere asked with his arm wrapped around Cam, there was a ping pong table and no one was using it

"Sure" I nodded "You down Connie?" I asked looking at him

He had a big smile on his face, I didn't realize why until after he spoke "Yeah"