Happy.

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~Naruto's POV~ [Continuing from the first chapter] 

I looked up at the sky, it was dark and the moon wasn't out. Guess I should go home. I stop swinging and start walking home. The road was dark, very few street lights. After walking for a few minutes I arrived at my clan house. I quietly entered and silently made my way to my room. 

I stood in my door way and looked at my soon-to-be empty room. I sigh and slide the door close as I walk in. I look at my bed before deciding to sleep on the cold floor, not wanting to make the effort of getting ready for bed. 

 I feel so empty yet sad. I keep thinking about what's going to happen in two days. What if they  were right...what if he ends up hating me? I curl up a little on the floor and just lay there, stopping my thoughts. I shouldn't make myself more depressed with my thoughts. 

I haven't been able to sleep lately, I don't know why either. I just seem so restless at night, even though I'm exhausted from not sleeping. It looks like it's, yet again, going to be a long night.

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I slowly open my eyes, I guess I fell asleep at some point last night. I sit up and look out my window, it's early in the morning. I get up and change out of my clothes from yesterday, not bothering to shower or take a bath. I've been losing motivation to do almost anything as of lately. 

I barely get out of bed anymore, but today I have to continue packing. I'm nervous but excited, for once I feel...happy; maybe? I smile a little at that thought and start packing before school. 




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