They say love isn't always easy,
so how do I know when to let go?
Sorry.
I'm just a little confused,
I'm trying not to let it show.
Confusion is a thief,
because now I don't know what was real.
All of it was for me,
but maybe for you it was no big deal.
And I really liked those memories.
But now they're tainted by time.
Every time I go back,
there's a big stop sign.
Those early stages,
talking until dawn.
You hold my hand
if we walking through the lawn.
Better...
No, actually worse...
The look in your eyes when you said:
"a heart like yours, is hard to come by"
And you let it go.
Kind of ironic don't you think?
I stare at the wall and I try not to blink.
Because I need to let go.
But my tears might still fall.
And it's a hard pill to swallow,
if you never cared about me at all .
I guess it was nice,
to feel something for a while.
And you might never come back,
but I will always still smile.
Kind of ironic don't you think?
My happiness just grows,
every time I break down.
Because nobody actually knows.
I wish you the best.
Really.
I guess I'm just a little confused.
Because you said you wanted me,
I didn't think you meant
"to be used".
I wish you the best.
Truly.
I honestly really do.
I'm just sorry,
you didn't think that we could have been,
what's best for you.
But hey,
it's okay right?
My soul just sighed in relief.
Because we liked each other,
but our time was only brief.
