My Possessive Professor

Chapter : 42

Taehyung : Why did you leave me?

his words echoed in my brain leaving a lingering effect leaving it in complete turmoil. My movement was stilled for a few minutes, my wrist still in his tight but gentle hold.

Yn : I-I was....I...

I was trying hard to speak but my words weren't coming out. it was if someone snatched out my ability to talk. I didn't know what to answer. 

Taehyung : You can tell me honestly. Please I want to know.

I didn't wanted to say that I was coward. I didn't wanted to say that I ran away because I had no courage to face him. I freed my wrist as I felt his hold losing on them. I was looking everywhere but not in his eyes

Taehyung : Yn-

Yn : Taehyung.... can we not talk about it? Please... 

I said cutting him off. I looked in his eyes holding his gaze for a few seconds before I broke it. His gaze was so intense waiting for the desired answer. He was silently staring at me.  I sighed before looking at my lap. I tried to get some courage to speak as I knew he would not leave me easily

Yn : Taehyung I-

Taehyung : It's ok if you don't want to talk about it. I just wanted to lessen this unwanted burden from my heart. I know you and I know what I heard is not true but-

He stopped talking abruptly. There's definitely something going on in his mind. There's something very big that I don't know about. and I'm getting this feeling that I should know it. I was about to ask him when he stood up suddenly 

Taehyung : Leave it. I think it's getting pretty late. Let's go, I'll drop you

He said before taking slow steps toward his car. I called him from behind but it was as if he was deaf or he chose to act like one. I silently followed him toward his car. 

I silently sat in the passenger seat while he was already sitting in the driving seat. 

He was driving silently. I knew his mood was ruined. I could feel the tension rising between us. It was as if we weren't together even if we were together. There was this distant feeling which I was hating to the core of my heart. But looking at his face I sealed my lips deciding not to say anything.

After 20 minutes of the ride, we reached my house.  But it felt like it was 20 hours ride due to thick tension.

Yn : Um...I'll get going then

He was still looking in front of him while his hands still on steering wheel. Seeing how he was still sitting not undoing his seatbelt, I assumed he wouldn't see me off.

Yn : Bye

I undid my seatbelt and got out of the car. I was walking slowly while sulking like a 5-year kid. He didn't even see me off. Am I that bad? I feel like crying now. I felt my eyes stinging with unshed years. I should've told him. I should tell him. It's not a big deal. Yes let's talk to him

Yn : Taehyung I umph-

As I turned I felt a pair of soft yet rough lips on mine. He was kissing me desperately as if he needed it. As if his life depended on it. As if he was afraid to leave me. I held him by the hem of his shirt kissing him back with the same passion while he held me by placing one hand on my nap and other one on my waist.  Guess what I needed it too. He was pouring his all love into this beautiful kiss telling me that he loves me no matter what by his actions. I felt tears forming in my eyes. He realized it and softly wiped them with his thumbs and gently caressing my cheeks.

He broke the kiss but didn't move back. He attached his forehead with mine wiping my tears that were falling countinouosly from my eyes.

Taehyung : shush