2023 "Nothing makes me feel more alive"

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The media had gone crazy, the company was trying to quell the rumors. The photos that some fans had published when they found a certain couple in the middle of one of their dates did not help with the CEO's plans.


The videos of a date near the Han River were the first to be the gunpowder that was needed to be the trigger that would begin the avalanche of assumptions about the possible relationship between two members of the famous boy band, which was followed by the photos and videos taken by fans or simple passersby who watched the couple stroll through Santa Monica after a concert. What did provoke the manager's anger was seeing Jeonghan and Joshua being captured by the lens of several cameras in Italy having an intimate breakfast, screaming like a dissatisfied child when he perceived how many videos zoomed in on a scandalous detail: the mark on the neck of the omega, which attracted hundreds of reflectors.


Many Internet users commented that they made a cute couple, others believed that Jeonghan had gone very quickly from one love interest to another, there were happy fans, there were angry fans.


The CEO banged the table loudly, disapproving of the idea of ​​making an official statement about the alpha and omega's romance. It wouldn't be convenient for him to have powerful fans against him, it wouldn't be a good investment from his point of view.


Seungcheol, who had been summoned to that meeting, like Jihoon and Soonyoung, showed his disagreement with continuing that farce that the CEO and some of his managers had woven.


They were idols, not puppets, they were not puppets of their fans, nor did their lives belong to them, they were theirs. They loved the spotlight but over time they looked for the best place to hide from them.


Rumors came and went, people easily forgot words, endings were just beginnings, they only had to run in search of what they wanted.


The three leaders and two of the group's managers considered the idea of ​​making Jeonghan and Joshua's courtship official on the networks appropriate, even if it was just another formality because half the world was aware of it, the couple had been careful, however , neither of them could help but get excited when they heard the other call them or approach them, that's how magical love was.


They would be surrounded by scandals, exhausted from fighting them, dealing with obsessive hate and love, they were very young, so they just ran, knowing that not many would help them, since they were busy helping themselves, they were not going to change, if They did not change themselves. Only they were capable of telling themselves that they were not tired enough to fight, it was only a matter of time, a few steps away was the finish line of that exhaustive race.


Reluctantly, the CEO allowed the team that managed the group's social networks to make the "happy" announcement.


It was controversial. Wasn't all the news controversial? They did what they could, many would scream with joy or anger inside, they would quickly forget about them.

Jeonghan hugged Joshua while they both left a movie they intended to watch forgotten in front of them. The alpha placed affectionate kisses on the younger's face who smiled with pure joy, clinging closer to the older male.


The one with black hair smiled at the young brunette who was turning the pages of the magazine for which they had both modeled a few months ago, affectionately mocking the curly hair of the one with angelic features who responded to the "atrocious" criticism with kisses on the match mark. on Joshua's neck. The younger boy let out a giggle that was a lovely melody to Jeonghan's enamored heart.


Jisoo put aside what he made of his as the magazine was gently removed from his hands, focusing all of his attention on the alpha in front of him.


Yoon gently took the omega's hands, intertwining them with his own, smiling weakly, the corners of her trembling, he didn't know whether to cry or laugh.


Who would tell their little selves that they would win that battle? Who would be scared of their little old selves?


"Thank you for not giving up." In a whisper, trying not to cry, with a lump in his throat, Jeonghan confessed, crestfallen, looking at their intertwined hands. 

"For giving us a second chance, for falling in love with me, for being here, for giving me encouragement when I needed it, for not giving up, for being who you are." 


With each word a tear ran down Jisoo's caramel cheekbones, who let go of her lips. the alpha's hands just to attract him into a hug, where they united not only their bodies, but also their souls in need of love.


The younger one only moved away to caress the older one's cheeks with devotion, uniting their foreheads while they were drunk with their own tears.


"Thank you for loving me out loud, for making me grow. I was too tame and gentle until this circus of life made me make not so good decisions, for hurtinge, for repairing my heart, for loving me, for not burying this love. For everything." Joshua also thanked him.


Their lips joined together, sealing a new promise, one that only they would know.


That was life, like a poem with hundreds of verses, full of metaphors and similes, confusing phrases, melodies, patients who would not last an hour in the asylum in which we were raised, brave and cowardly, sober and drunk, lovers and haters, that is why he continued singing his own line in the stanzas that made up his life, of which we were just another worker in the Tortured Poets Department.

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