1. Nostalgic Pain...🌿

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"I don't where I lost that girl,
with silky hair and sweet toothie smile,
I recently passed through a toy store,
Saw a toy which gave me my childhood, only fto realised , i threw her away earlier, just like my childhood , and smart mind.
I am not the girl I used to be,
who completes her assignment
and her work , even before she was asked.

Now, I don't know in which level, I am loosing my game. I just want to go to that time where thinking about future consequences wasn't a thing,
Now, I'm crying over each things which is not even relating to me, then I suddenly , I stop in the between and act like an emotionaless and nothing .

I felt bad everytime and nothing after every incident like this .
Now, I'm only carrying myself for my two close ones, on their hopes & expectations and on the hope that I could do something again, something to be proud upon..
I Wish I could be that girl again that I had lost . So I wouldn't have to write stuff like that this to feel this feeling of being lost".

- Drushti L.

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