Mission Yokohoma (soukoku)

Thoughts

"Dazai you were the best part of me"

Dazai looks at him, his eyes almost glittering with the perplex emotions swirling in his heart, at one point he was so happy he could've just died here with no regrets. Another was sad, confused, almost asking himself 'why', why did he run away with no warning, why did he not say a word with the only man he had ever felt something with.

"Chuuya- I-", Chuuya swiftly looks around, after almost a millisecond realizing no one was there who could see them, he grabbed Dazais brunette locks in his hand, intertwining it with his fingers brushing through them, he pulled him a little closer, standing as tall as he could he gave a small peck on his lips and quickly removed his hands

"Trying to escape what you just did?", Dazai slyly remarks, his mouth pulling into a grin, his hand quickly finds its way to chuuya's waist and another on his hair

"Osamu seriously?", Dazai's face lights with an almost deep red flush, taking over even his ears, he stutters almost unable to speak

"Using my first name now?"

"you've been using mine since we were 15, can't i use yours?"

"Sure chuu~"

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"Do they know we can see them from up here?", Atsushi asks, sighing in relief that nothing was wrong with those two down below

"If they did we wouldn't be doing so right now", Akutagawa replies, looking at Atsushi leaning back on the rails. He looked so carefree, something he was sure he can't see so easily when they arrive back in Yokohoma

"I kinda don't wanna go back home anymore...", Akutagawa says almost nonchalantly, Atsushi looks at him, shocked at what he just heard, but his eyes relax, almost coming to terms to what he just said

"I understand, everything here is child's play compared to work back home", Akutagawa laughs at this comment before nodding, but the on thing he couldn't wrap his head around was that he couldn't see Atsushi like this anymore.

"I'm going to miss this when we get back"

Atsushi's head turns to this comment, he's even surprised that someone like Akutagawa would ever want to see him again, let alone speak. To this realization he also smiles, he could imagine an Akutagawa waiting for him and welcoming him.

"Why don't we stay like this then", Atsushi says, he turns his head to see Akutgawa's reaction and to his surprise his face was glowing a bright red. He snickered at this reaction and intertwines his hand with Aku's

"What would we even say to everyone else", Atsushi once again surprised just said without thinking

"I like you"

Akuatgawa doesn't process this at first, he's stunned but at the same time his heart is beating so loudly he's unable to hear anything else around him. He turns his head to face Atsushi but he's just looking at him, almost like he's eagerly waiting for his response, he takes a few breaths in before turning to answer him

"Atsushi", Of course since Akutagawa rarely said his name, his heart skipped a beat, he turns his eyes away from him but couldn't help to be drawn towards him

"I've liked you even before we arrived here", Atsushi shocked just stutters, unable to speak a word

"But- But- When....?"

"Maybe 1 month after we met", Atsushi's eyes open wide, unable to process what he said. He takes 2 minutes to process before turning his head to Akutagawa. He swiftly reaches for the coller of his T-shirt, pulling him in closer he kisses him

Akutagawa almost passing out from the amount of blood rushing to his face, he wraps his arms around Atsushi's waist to pull him closer, deepening the kiss. He enters his tounge in his mouth, exploring it almost, that was until Atsushi pulled away, gasping for air while looking at his own lips and eyes

"Is that a yes?", Atsushi smiles the comment, laughing a bit afterword

"Do I even need to tell you?"